What’s Up

short stories

Girls of Wayward


1

“Brielle! No running through the garden!”

I pause mid-step, one foot in the air just about to trample a thin weedy-looking vegetable. “No, Mama!” I call out loudly behind me. “I won’t!” I sidestep the vegetable patch and prepare to take off again.

Mama’s voice calls out from the house a second time, just as loudly. “And where are you going, Brielle?”

I sigh. “To Aundrea’s farm, Mama. As always.” 

I take one more small step before Mama calls out again. “Be good, Brielle! And remember the rules!” 

I groan quietly, and recite to myself in an almost silent singsong the rules that Mama has beaten into my head every day since I was born, sixteen long years ago. “Be polite, Brielle.”

“Be polite, Brielle!”

“Listen to your elders, Brielle.” I quietly sigh and toss my head from side to side.

“Listen to your elders!” my mama calls out. “And don’t get your dress dirty!”

I give the skirt of my dress a playful little swish. “No, Mama. Never, Mama,” I whisper, knowing full well that the other girls and I will be sprinting through fields and climbing into haylofts as soon as we’re beyond the oppressive stares of our parents.

“And remember, Brielle, be good!” my mother calls out. But I know what she actually means. What she says without saying. 

“And remember, Brielle,” I murmur to myself, “no using magic!” Something I would never say out loud in public, even here. Even in this village. Even in this village there is danger in that word. 

 Magic. 

In some villages, just the hint of being able to use magic is enough to get a girl arrested. Snatched up by the Emperor’s Guard, or perhaps even turned in by her own friends and family members. Such things have happened. Because magic is not allowed by the authorities in Paranda. Magic is forbidden beyond all things.

Magic is wayward.

And so I keep my words and thoughts to myself and simply call out, “Goodbye, Mama! I’ll be back soon!” I walk away, slow and polite and ladylike, until I’m far enough from the house that Mama can’t see.

And then I smile and take off running, dust upon my dress be damned.

The old barn on my friend Aundrea’s farm is dark and dusty, but it’s the one place in the entire area where we can gather without fear of being discovered. There are five of us in our little group, myself included, all girls. Veela and I are sitting on wooden stools. Leesa and Aundrea are jumping down from the loft into the giant piles of soft hay below. And Hanna, of course, is floating in the air, nearly touching the roof of the barn as she flies in slow, looping circles.

Veela sighs and looks up. “Hanna, must you? You’re bound to get hurt. Or found out.”

Hanna stops circling and simply floats in one spot looking down. “That is silly.” She nods over toward the younger girls, Leesa and Aundrea. “They are more likely to get hurt than I am. And as far as getting caught, should Aundrea’s parents, or anyone else for that matter, come walking over here unexpectedly, then Leesa would hear them coming long before they even crossed the farmyard.”

Leesa, currently sitting down in the piles of hay, looks up and smiles at the mention of her name. She smiles but says nothing. Because Leesa never says anything. Leesa is ten, and we don’t know if her ability to touch magic and her inability to speak are connected, but they are both there. In Leesa, the ability to touch magic has manifested itself in an ability to hear sounds and feel vibrations that the rest of us cannot. The actual strength of her ability is hard to judge since communicating with Leesa is difficult. But we do know that she’s able to hear whispered conversations from further away than most people can throw a rock, and she can feel the vibrations of someone walking across the dirt from even further away.

Magic is odd in that it can affect girls in many different ways. Being able to touch magic is rare enough as it is, since it only shows up in girls and usually between the ages of twelve and twenty. (Young Leesa is what my mother calls an anomaly.) And many of the girls blessed to touch magic don’t end up reaching child-bearing age because they’ve been found out and captured by the Guard. Our village is unique, Da says. Here they protect girls like me and Hanna. Veela and Aundrea. Little Leesa. Five girls in one village, all born around the same time, all able to touch magic. No one can ever remember hearing of such a thing. 

“Well, still,” Veela replies, “as the oldest here, it is my responsibility to remind you that you shouldn’t use your magic for frivolous or simple pleasures. Whether you believe our gifts are wayward or not, they should be respected and not abused.”

Hanna scoffs loudly, but she folds her arms and lowers herself slowly to the dirt floor. “You only say this because you cannot do anything as fun and interesting as flying. If you could, you would use your gift at every opportunity.” 

Veela scowls. “I don’t use my gift because it is dangerous, as you well know. All our gifts are dangerous if the wrong person sees! Yes, we are mostly safe. We know that our parents are not going to hand us over to the Guard. But there are strangers passing through town all the time. There are three at the inn right now as we speak. One of them, an odd young woman as short as little Leesa! When I saw her come in, she was wearing black pants and a tunic with a pitch-black cloak! Can you imagine? A woman wearing pants and a cloak? And Darva Parrish said she even saw the woman carrying a sword!”

Hanna rolls her eyes. “Darva Parrish is a liar. Women do not wield swords. That is a foolishness.”

“Well, regardless,” Veela says, “they are not to be trusted. And even some of the townspeople I don’t fully trust. And nor should you.”

Hanna sighs. “I do not fully trust them, as you well know. It is why I am stuck flying around in a smelly barn instead of out in the fresh, open air.” She uses one hand to brush down her thick curls, then waves a hand absently in the air. “But very well. To appease Veela the Wise, I shall promise to ground myself forever to the dirt and grass. And Veela shall keep her hands to herself.”

Veela frowns hard at this.

“Leesa,” Hanna continues, “cover your ears. Veela has decided that your gift is too dangerous.”

Leesa gives Hanna a confused look as Veela groans softly. “That is not what -”

“And Aundrea?” Hanna says, but then she simply looks at Aundrea and stays silent. Hanna doesn’t need to say the next part out loud. We all know that Aundrea can pick thoughts out of your brain when she wishes. It’s how non-verbal Leesa does most of her communicating. She thinks something, directing the thought at Aundrea. Aundrea receives it and tells us.

Hanna turns toward me, then her expression changes into a smirk. “Well. I was going to tell Brielle not to run, but from the look at the dust on her sandals and dress, I’d say I’m too late.”

Veela gasps audibly. “Brielle, no! Tell me you didn’t!”

Now I’m sighing, loud and hard. “Relax, Veela! It’s not as if anyone saw me! It was just for a bit, outside of town on my way here to the farm. The roads were empty of travelers. And even if someone was there, what would they say they’ve seen?” I grab my skirt and give it a shake. “A light blue blur that vaguely resembles a girl in a dress sprinting faster than an arrow in flight? But there was no one there, I made sure! So who should I fear will tell on me? The birds? Should I fear that crows and pigeons are going to -”

“Hold,” Aundrea says softly. “Brielle, hold!” Her expression shifts to fear and worry as she turns to Leesa, a silent conversation happening between the two. Aundrea turns to us, takes a breath, and says, “Someone is coming. Many people. A dozen or more. Leesa feels the vibrations of them marching.”

Veela wrinkles her forehead. “Coming here to the barn?”

Aundrea shakes her head. “No. On the road. Headed into town. Soldiers. Soldiers and horses. Leesa says there’s a lot of them.”

2

Thankfully, we know the area better than the soldiers. We were raised here, after all. Born here, raised here, lived here all our lives. We know a dozen ways to sneak the half mile or so from Aundrea’s family farm back to town without using the main road. I have to physically resist the urge to sprint ahead. It does feel so good to run – the wind on my skin, blowing back my hair. The slight burn in my muscles as my legs push faster and harder than anything living. It is exhilarating each and every time. But now is not the time for that. The girls and I must stay together, and we must stay safe.

We move swiftly through the narrow paths in the woods, a shortcut back to town, and we come out into a clearing behind the stables and the general store. But as we peek out from behind the buildings, we can see that the soldiers are already there.

The men are standing a good distance away, all clumped together. There are soldiers on foot and a few on horseback. It is difficult to see exactly how many there are, but Leesa’s earlier estimation of somewhere between a dozen and twenty feels accurate. What we can see from this distance is that all the soldiers are wearing dark blue cloth and leather over shining chainmail. All uniformly dressed. The Emperor’s Guard. I don’t need Aundrea’s gifts to know that the fear that I’m feeling is coursing through my friends as well. We can hear them shout out, but the words are hard to make out from this distance.

“What are they saying?” Veela asks. 

Aundrea looks to Leesa, then back to Veela. “She says that they’re announcing themselves as the Emperor’s Guard. As if there’s any mistaking that uniform. They say they’ve gotten word of criminals in the area, and they’re asking every member of the town to come out for inspection. To see if they match the description.”

Asking.” Hanna spits out the word like a curse. “They are not asking anything. They will rip people bodily from their houses if they choose to.”

Already we could see people coming out of their homes and heading into the town common to meet with the Guardsmen.

“We should stay hidden,” Veela decides. “We’ll stay tucked away. Or we’ll slip back into the woods. Or -”

“No,” I interrupt. “We don’t want to be discovered scurrying away. Hiding would be the absolute wrong thing to do. They are obviously here looking for teenage girls, no matter what they say about hunting criminals. If we are not out there, then it will be all the more obvious that the town is trying to hide something. We could end up endangering the others. No, we stay calm. We walk out, we answer their questions. We give nothing away, and then they leave and move on to the next town. It is the only way to quell their suspicions.”

“Besides,” Aundrea says, “if I get close enough, I can read their minds and see what their real intentions are.”

Veela’s eyes look ready to pop from her head. “You plan to use magic right in front of the Guard? Are you insane?

Aundrea simply shrugs. “They’ll never know. It’s not like I glow or anything when I touch magic. I read yourmind all the time, and you never notice.”

Veela blinks. “You what?”

But it is young Leesa who moves first. She comes out from around the building and walks out, calmly and confidently toward the crowd in the town square. We have no choice now but to follow. 

The crowd is growing larger as we approach. The other girls and I scan the townsfolk for familiar faces. I see many, including Hanna’s parents, and Veela’s. Aundrea’s parents are still back at their farm, of course, and there is no sight of Leesa’s mother anywhere. I spot my own mother and father far in the back of the crowd. My father spots me and gives me a tiny nod. My mother gives me a look that tells me that she expects me to stand there quietly and do nothing that draws attention to myself.

The mayor of our little town makes his way to the front of the crowd and gives his best smile. “Good sirs! Perhaps if you let us know your purpose here -”

A tall Guardsman sitting on a horse gives Mayor Tamash a dismissive frown. “We have told you our purpose. We search for those who have violated the Emperor’s law.”

“Well,” Mayor Tamash says, “we are all righteous, upstanding folk here, I can guarantee that. Perhaps if -”

The Guardsman scans the crowd and pauses, looking down at little Leesa, who is right up front, staring defiantly up at him. The Guardsman makes a face like he has tasted something sour. “You. Child. What is your name?”

Veela is there in a heartbeat, putting one hand on Leesa’s shoulder and pulling the strong-willed child back an inch or two. “Her name is Leesa Messager, sir,” Veela says softly. “She is a bright child, but cannot speak.”

The Guardsman scowls. “Cannot or will not?”

Veela shakes her head. “She cannot speak, not since birth, sir.”

The Guardsman sniffs. “Such strangeness…” He pauses long enough to draw his sword and point it down at Leesa. “… is often indicative of being magic-cursed.

And that’s when I see – really see – the weapons the soldiers are carrying. And, yes, just this one sword has been drawn, but every Guard member here has a sword on his hip, or a spear at his back, or a bow in his hand. 

Aundrea is by my side, her voice soft and low. “He means to take us all. All the girls. And the women, perhaps. He will find a reason. Take us, or kill us. He will be happy either way.”

Hanna somehow has made her way to the front, and she is right there next to Veela and Leesa. “I find that an inability to speak,” Hanna says, “is often indicative of an inability to speak. And nothing more.”

And suddenly the Guard with the sword stiffens, and his expression shifts from derisive anger to actual hatred. He looks out at the crowd, not at Hanna, as he says, “I do not know which of you people this darkskin bitch belongs to, but you had best come teach it some manners.” He shifts the sword, pointing it at Hanna now, but she manages not to flinch at all. “And you need to learn to guard your tongue before I cut it straight from your bastardly little mouth.”

That’s when a new voice calls out from behind us. “How about I pull you straight off that horse and shove your sword straight up your -”

“Cressa!”

We all turn to see the three strange women from the inn walking up toward us. Every step is confident and guided directly toward the Guardsmen. There is absolutely no fear in their eyes. They have the look of someone here to handle business. Although all three are female, they are all very different in appearance. Two seem to be no older than myself, perhaps even younger, and they are both wearing simple village dresses. But one has pale skin and yellow hair cut so short that, if you ignore the dress and curves, you might think her a boy. The other is brown-skinned like Hanna, with a mass of beautiful, dark curly hair. The third is no taller than the other two – she may, in fact, be an inch or two shorter – but she looks to be older by ten years or so. She is also the only one of the three not wearing a dress. Instead, she is dressed in a black tunic and pants, with a somehow even darker cloak draped over her shoulders. Her skin is pale like the blonde girl’s, but her hair is as dark as her clothing and pulled into a long braid that rests across her shoulder.

The blonde with short hair turns to the other girl and says, “Yes, Tam, I know. A lady does not swear. But you heard the bullshit – sorry, Tam, my love – but you heard the filth spewing forth from this idiot’s lips. Are you telling me that doesn’t warrant at least a little swearing?” 

The girl with the darker skin and hair simply rolls her eyes and shakes her head. “Cressa, you continue to vex me beyond all understanding.”

They’ve got the attention of the Guard now. He’s moved the sword away from Hanna, Leesa, and Veela, and his eyes are focused on the newcomers. Perhaps that was their intent all along. Also, if the Guard was angry before, now he’s frothing like a rabid dog.  “Filth? You blasphemous whore! When I am done with you, they will -”           

 “You are done,” the woman in black says. “You are all done. The Guard is done. Your Emperor is done. Either dead or gone, either way, and honestly I don’t give a rat’s ass which.” She glances toward the girl with brown skin. “Sorry, Tam.”

The one called Tam simply sighs. “Honestly, I do not know how to deal with you two.”

The Guard with the sword narrows his eyes. “A woman in black. Rumors have swirled about a woman in black. They say she has killed numerous members of the Emperor’s Guard.”

“Okay, yeah, but all in self-defense,” the woman clarifies.

“And they say she travels with a pair of witches!” At that word, the rest of the Guards begin drawing swords and spears and loading arrows onto their bows, or however it is said. Either way, things instantly become much more tense. “The bitch in black is under arrest!” the first Guard declares. “And her witch companions as well!”

“First off,” the woman in black counters, “Only my friends get to call me the bitch in black. You, dickface, can call me Raven, Knight of Krells.” She throws back the sides of her cloak, revealing that she is, indeed, carrying a short sword at her hip. 

Tam, the brown-skinned girl next to her, simply tisks quietly. “Language please, Raven. Honestly.” 

 The woman in black turns back to the guard. “Sorry. I meant Mister dickface. Or is it Captain?” 

  “You…” The Guardsman seems to be at a loss for words. Finally, he snarls, “A woman carrying a sword is forbidden! It is wayward!

The short-haired blonde smirks. “Your face is wayward.”

Tam turns to her and sighs again.

Cressa shrugs. “What? At least I didn’t swear!

The two seem so distracted by their own bickering that they don’t seem to notice what I do. One Guardsman further back, on horseback, slowly drawing back a riding bow.

“You have no authority to arrest anyone,” Raven calls out. “You hold no sway here. So you and your bitch ass crew pack it up before things have to get ugly.”

Things happen suddenly. The guard with the riding bow fires his arrow at the woman in black. And I move without thinking. 

I run.

Funny thing about when I touch magic. When I channel it into me, when I feel it igniting, use it to fuel my movements, it’s not just that I move faster. I react faster, think faster, see faster. It’s how I can blur across the broken ground without tripping and stumbling on every rock or tree stump. And so, in less than a second, I travel across the distance between where I was standing and the area in front of Raven, the woman in black. I track the arrow in flight. I see it moving, a slight quaver to it as it flies. And I know the exact moment to reach up and pull it down out of the air. 

In a heartbeat’s time, everyone sees as I flash halfway across the town common and catch the arrow out of the air.

There are a few muted gasps from the crowd. The two girls, Tam and Cressa, simply turn and look at each other. The blonde one, Cressa, simply raises an eyebrow and nods approvingly. 

Raven simply shrugs. “Well, kid, I did see that coming. I was going to dodge it, but thanks anyway.” She points a finger accusingly at the Guard with the bow. “And you! You shot at me! I swear to everlasting Christ that if you do that again -” 

The first guard, the one who pointed a sword at Hanna and Leesa, is screaming now. “Witches! They harbor witches! You have seen for yourself! Arrest them all!”

Cressa puts her hands out to the side, palms up, and suddenly she is holding fire. “Really wish you’d stop using that word,” she snarls. “We prefer magic-using badas-” She glances over at Tam. “Magic-using heroes! And like my friend Raven said, you ain’t arresting nobody!”

“Enough of this.” Tam puts her own arms out, and suddenly we’re all pushed back by strong winds. I had thought that Raven, the lady in black, would prove to be the most powerful one. But here was this child Tam, easily a year or two younger than myself, using the wind to lift herself up off the ground. And all around us, a cloudless sky crackles with thunder and lightning. She is not flying with ease and grace the way Hanna does. She does not use magic to make herself run faster, or hear better, or read minds. She is bending the very elements around her. It is magic beyond my very comprehension. And it is amazing. 

 Once again things happen in a blur, and I see it all. The Guardsman with the riding bow reaches down for another arrow, and Raven’s hand moves faster than it has any right to. Down toward her waist, then up in a flash, extended out. A throwing knife flies out and embeds it in the guard’s throat before his fingers even brush the new arrow. He gasps breathlessly and begins to tumble from his horse. A second knife flies out, this one directed toward the guard with the sword. It catches him in the wrist and sticks there in the tiny gap between his chainmail sleeves and the leather gloves he has on. His eyes go wide with shock as the sword falls out of his now-useless hand. 

Cressa throws out a ball of fire roughly the size of a fist, and the sleeve of one guard’s tunic is suddenly covered in flames. He screams, drops his sword, and runs.

All of that happens in the span of a second or two. And a moment later, all of the hells break loose.

The townsfolk run, screaming in fear. Most knew of the existence of girls who could touch magic, but almost none had ever seen us use our gifts. And none of them were prepared for anything like Tam and Cressa. But it’s good that they’re running. They’re moving away from the Guardsmen and away from the fight. Much safer for them that way. I spin around, looking for my friends, in time to see two soldiers crowding in toward Leesa and Aundrea with swords raised. But Veela moves fast, pulling Leesa back with her left hand and slamming an open palm against one of the soldiers with her right hand. There’s a low hum as what looks like lightning surges from Veela’s hand and courses over the guard, dropping him instantly to the ground. The second guard stands there and stares, so he doesn’t notice as Hanna launches herself high in the air, then spins in midair and dives down fast. She drops her shoulder and slams into the second guard from behind, knocking him to the ground. Two more members of the Guard are approaching, but they suddenly stop suddenly as their swords are all pulled up and out of their grasp as if taken by unseen hands. The swords somehow fly themselves up over the crowd, across the square… and into the waiting grasp of the blonde girl, Cressa. 

Cressa, the same girl who moments before had thrown fire that she had created by her own hands. I catch myself staring because this girl Cressa is somehow able to use multiple kinds of magic! In all my life, in all the stories I’ve heard about girls in villages and towns far and wide, I have never heard of such a thing! And the other girl, Tam. She is currently floating high in the air as winds whip around her. She launches lightning out from her hand toward one guard on horseback, and with her other hand, she stops an arrow in mid-flight and sends it falling back to the ground. How many different types of magic is this girl using? 

“Brielle! Brielle, we’re coming!” I snap out of my stupor and spin around. My parents are coming my way. They are running, but they are not running away. They are running toward me. Toward the fighting. Toward danger.   I open my mouth to tell them to stop, to scream no. 

And that’s when I see him. A Guard, his bow pulled back, and I see the moment he lets go and the arrow flies. And I take off running.

And for once, for maybe the first time in my life, I am too late. I am not fast enough.

I get to my mother just in time to catch her body as the arrow drives into her shoulder from behind. She gasps hard, eyes wide, as I carefully lower her to her knees. 

“Brielle,” is all she can manage to whisper. And she sees the tears in my eyes. Yes, the arrow has missed her heart, her stomach, and all the vital things in between. But it has struck. It has pierced through muscles and flesh. If I leave the arrow in, she will die of infection. But if I remove it, then she will bleed out before any meaningful help can come. And all I can do is sit and hold her, and watch as she dies.

“TAM!” The voice is loud and I turn involuntarily to see Raven fighting off two guards at once with her sword. Raven moves fast and sure, blade spinning in her hands. In seconds one guard is disarmed and taken down with a slash across the chest. She spins, and her sword strikes the other guard in his face and arm before driving her sword into his stomach. She knocks the sword from the stunned guard’s hand and pulls her own sword free. “Tam!” she calls again. “We’ve got wounded! Time to wrap things up!”

I watch as Tam turns herself in mid-air and spots the archer who shot my mother. With a flick of her hand, Tam pulls the archer up off his feet and hurls him physically through the air, slamming him into a building on the other side of the square. Then Tam raises both hands high and five of the remaining Guards are all lifted into the air. Ten feet. Twenty feet. Thirty. Then she drops her hands, and the men all fall screaming. They hit the dirt and stay there. 

Tam lowers herself to the ground and immediately starts walking my way. From the side, one of the townspeople – Tarvis Jaffson, the fool who runs the local tavern – calls out, “If you could just pick them up and throw them, why didn’t you do that to begin with?”

Raven comes up behind Tam and pushes Tarvis roughly out of the way. “Because, dipshit, it takes nearly all of her energy. And because we were trying to be careful. We didn’t want to hurt any of you bystanders, either with the picking up or the dropping.”

Cressa comes running up beside Tam. “How are you feeling, Tam?”

Tam gives a tiny nod. “Tired. But I can still do what is needed.” Then she closes her eyes for a moment, and the damnedest thing happens.  Tam’s voice is suddenly inside my head. 

People of Tarrentown. All who hear my voice. Come out. The fight is over. 

I look to my mother and father, to my friends who have gathered around us, and I realize from their expressions that we are all hearing Tam’s voice in our heads. 

Restrain the men who attacked your town. Take their weapons. Find rope and bind them. But do not kill them. They will receive their justice in due time. 

Tam opens her eyes and places a hand on my shoulder. “And now, I must attend to this.” To my mother, she says, “Lorran, your name is? Yes?”

My mother’s eyes flutter open, and she manages a nod. 

Tam gives me a reassuring smile. “Your mother will be alright. I can see that the wound is straight and clean. Cressa? Assistance, please?”

The blonde girl is by her side in an instant. She takes a knee in the dirt and she places a hand on my mother’s head. Cressa turns to my father and me and says, “Tam needs to work quickly, and for your mother, the pain will be great. I’m going to help Lorran stay calm, okay?” Without waiting for a reply, Cressa closes her eyes and says, “Find peace, Lorran. All will be well.” My mother’s eyes close as if in a light slumber. Cressa whispers, “Now, Tam. Do it.”

Tam’s hands move in a series of quick, smooth motions, but she never actually touches the arrow. The arrow snaps just short of the barbed tip, and then it’s pulled out through Mother’s back. But again, Tam never actually touches the arrow. Then there is blood, a lot of blood, but only for an instant. Tam covers my mother’s wounds with both hands and almost instantly, tiny wafts of smoke appear between Tam’s fingers. Then more smoke, and a second later, the shoulder of my mother’s dress bursts into flame. My mother’s eyes shoot open, she gasps sharp and hard. Then her eyes flutter closed. I see my father reach out to stop Tam, but the Lady Raven places a hand on his shoulder, restraining him. I can only stare in shock. The flames burn off, taking tiny fragments of the dress away like crisp black snowflakes.

When Tam moves her hands away, there is no blood. No open wound. Instead, there is red and blotchy skin. Part of my mother’s dress has been burned away, but she somehow appears uninjured from the flames. Her eyes are closed, and she doesn’t move at all as I carefully set her down on her back. But she is breathing, and she is alive. 

I stare at Tam, and all I can think to say is, “You set my mother on fire.”

“I had to stop the bleeding quickly, so I mixed healing magic with fire to close the wound. Cauterize, Raven calls it. Powerful, but dangerous. Because of this, your mother will be very weak. Even with Cressa’s help, she passed out from the pain. She will need clean bandages and lots of rest. But she will live.”

I swallow back tears. She will live. “Thank you.”

Someone calls out, “What kind of people are you?”

We turn and see Tarvis Jaffson standing there, staring, pointing at Tam and Cressa. 

“You two are witches! You’re… you’re wayward!”

The girl Cressa stands up with a sigh. “Listen, you mother-” She glances over at Tam, then clears her throat. “Listen, you. Maybe you didn’t notice, but we just saved your little village here -”

“Town,” Raven amends.

“Whatever. We just saved you clowns from a group of really bad guys who were ready to kill any and everyone here. You’re welcome, by the way.”

Tarvis looks ready to object again, but Hanna’s father steps in front of him. Quietly, he says, “These two girls, and that nice lady there, protected my Hanna. My Hanna can touch magic, too, as you well know, and we all know what those men would have done to her if given the chance.”

Tarvis sniffs. “Those men came here because of girls like your Hanna.”

I move without thinking. I run full speed, grab Tarvis by the front of his shirt, and slam him against the nearest building. The momentum created by my speed also makes me quite strong, apparently. “Hanna is my friend,” I snarl. “And the only reason those men even exist is because assholes like you still feel the need to look down your noses at girls like me. Girls like Tam and Cressa here, who just saved my mother’s life! So if you utter one more word, I am going to have one of those girls pick you up and fling you up into the sky!”

“And we’ll do it, too, “ Cressa adds. “Happily.”

Tarvis puts his hands up in surrender and I let him go.

“Still,” Mayor Tamash says quietly, “You must admit that what these two girls can do is…dangerous.”

It’s Raven who answers now. She shrugs and says, “It’s no more or less dangerous than what I can do with this sword.” She casually twirls her blade around as she speaks. “I’m very skilled, you know. I could kill you with it. Could kill this entire town with it, if I chose.” She stopped spinning the sword and slammed it point-first into the dirt. “A skill is neither good nor evil. It simply is. These girls are not dangerous. A sword in the wrong hands, in untrained hands, is dangerous. An untrained swordsman will do nothing but get themselves killed, and probably the person they’re trying to protect as well. Likewise, magic in the wrong hands can be dangerous. In untrained hands. But Tam and Cressa aretrained.  Notice that we only killed the men who gave us no choice.” Raven pauses and shrugs. “Well, I did kill that one douchebag who shot an arrow at me. But I did warn him, right? Anyway, tell me which makes more sense – asking these girls to hide away their magic and go on untrained? Or to allow girls like Tam and Cressa to show these girls how to better control their magic?”

“You can do that?” my father asks. “You can train them?”

“We can,” Tam answers.

“You…” I take a breath and say, “You also know how to use multiple kinds of magic. I could tell. I have never heard of or seen such a thing. Were you born that way, or was that something you learned to do? Can you teach us?”

“We were shown,” Tam says. “Some can be shown. Others cannot. There is a friend of ours. Her name is Daal Fray. She would very much like to meet with you. With all of you.”

  “And what are we supposed to do with them?” Mayor Tamash nods to the Emperor’s Guards, bleeding and unconscious, who are being tied up by other members of the town.  

“They will be stripped of their armor and weapons,” Raven says. “Their steel is your do with as you wish. The men themselves will be sent out into exile. We try not to kill unless we have to. Their tale will serve as a warning to others that the girls of Wayward are no longer under their thumb.”

“And if they return?” the mayor asks. “Or if other men like them come back?”

“Any town that protects girls who can touch magic is likewise protected by the Knights of Krell. If they come back, we’ll know, and we’ll come back. And we won’t be so friendly next time.”

 “So that’s it?” I ask. “They leave, and so you leave. That’s it?”

The girl Tam smiles at me. “No, Brielle,” she says, although I’m very certain I didn’t tell her my name. “That is not quite it.” From her pouch, Raven pulls out a rectangle, shiny and black, small enough to fit in one hand. She gives it to Tam. “We have something to show you first,” Tam says.

Nodding to the rectangle, I ask, “What is that?”

“This,” Tam says softly, “is hope. This is the future.” 

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Marcia’s Sophomore Slump

Marcia’s Sophomore Slump. Kindle Direct Publishing, 2020.

Marcia is turning 15, and for any Latin American girl this is a big deal, a date that deserves celebrating in a special way. For this reason Charlie, her best friend since, well… forever, got her a personalised Puerto Rico national football team jersey, with Torres printed at the back and a big 15 at the front. Marcia is beyond excited for her present, to the point that she feels silly for giving Charlie an art set for her birthday. But Charlie brushes it off, more than happy with her present.

Marcia’s birthday is too soon followed by another, much less appreciated, big day: the first day back to school. 

Like it or hate, Marcia thought, there’s nothing like the first day of school. Patience would probably say that it was a new year, full of new possibilities. Charlie would probably complain about the end to the freedom of summer. Both fairly accurate. Marcia would add to that the opportunity to show off new clothes, which, for her, meant the personalized soccer jersey that Charlie got her. It hangs a little large, but who cares when it’s so cool?

This year, though, is not any first day back; it’s her sophomore year. All of a sudden, freshmen look so young…

Marcia looked around. “Boy, what a difference, right? Last year we were newbies. We didn’t know anyone. Now, look at all these freshmen! They look like little kids!”

As usual, Marcia gives her light and kind touch to things, and keeps scanning the corridors with Patience and Charlie, finding known faces, but also new ones. Two of those are Sana, a freshman Muslim boy, and his older sister’s Faiza, who also plays soccer with Marcia.

The buzz for the new beginning fades quite soon, and before long it’s time to go back to sport clubs and homework, but also the election of the new year Student Council members. Marcia takes part in a double-ticket campaign, presenting her nomination along with the one of her girlfriend Patience, who also doubles as the ‘black girl’. Together they represent different minorities and cliques, so their chances to win are high, at least on paper. Sana is running too, for the only representative position freshman year are allowed to have.

Once again, Charlie and Marcia, with the help of Patience, prepare for the election: they rally in the corridors, prepare posters and work on their speech. The day has come, all the candidates are ready to speak in front of the school. Marcia takes a deep breath, gets ready, fights the twitch of panic that’s arising, but being how she is, she realises that, when leaving home, she took her English Lit homework with her instead of her notes. Now she has to improvise. After a second of pure confusion, she simply follows her heart.

“But, as many of you may already know, last year, I screwed up. I did. I lost my spot on the council. And rightfully so. What I did was inexcusable. I hurt someone.” Marcia was quiet. “And for that, I’d like to apologize. To you, my fellow students. To the teachers and administration.” She turned. “And to you, Ashley. I’m sorry. I really am.” She turned back to the audience. “I want to tell you something else I learned from my time on the Student Council. Not everyone respects the underclassmen. When I was a freshman I was looked down upon by sophomores. Sophomores are looked down upon by juniors, and the seniors look down on everyone!” […] “If you put me back on the council, I promise to make your voices heard! I promise that every time they try to push us down, I will stand up and push back harder!”

Speeches done and dusted, it’s time for the students to vote. There is nothing left to do but wait for the results. And when the day comes, it’s not a happy ending for everyone. Sana has been elected, but that doesn’t come as a big surprise – almost the whole school backed up his candidature. When it comes to sophomore’s representatives, though, the names pronounced are Patience Lancaster and Ashley Harwood. It comes as a shock to Marcia, even more because she receives an anonymous threatening message right after.

Hi! Burn in Hell, you skank whore faggot. You thought you could beat me? Well guess who won? You’re first. Your little whore girlfriend is next. I hope you both die. A friend.

It’s obvious that Marcia’s first reaction is a long sequence of swearwords that she lets out despite being still in class. Of course the incident calls for disciplinary action. Once Marcia explains what happened and why, the message is thoroughly investigated, but with no result. It doesn’t appear to come from Ashley’s phone or any other mobile number connected to her. However, the swearing was real and, as a punishment, Marcia will not take part in the first soccer game of the season.

The fact that Marcia hasn’t been elected is not the only bad news for the council. The rest of it doesn’t look good either, since most of its members are homophobes. As a result, one of the first motions of the new student council is to shut down the Gay/Straight Alliance using a technicality: the student council has the power to shut down a student group on the spot within the first 12 months of its formation. The Alliance was founded in November, and it’s still October.

It’s unfair and sad, but nothing can be done. At least, Marcia’s suspension from the soccer team is over and she can go back to the field. They are midway through the match, when Marcia receives a terrible kick in the shin, that leaves her with a broken leg and a damaged knee. She will be out of the team for a long while. Not having her playing is a great loss, but given her experience, she’s offered to sit on the bench as a coach consultant and help. She is on crutches anyway, so there isn’t much she can do, but in that way she can still support her teammates.

In the meantime, Sana finds a way to go around the council homophobic restrictions and re-creates the Gay/Straight Alliance under a new name and with a new purpose. The group will simply be called ‘The Alliance’ and its main purpose will be to offer a safe space where students can talk freely, be it about being gay, being depressed, being anxious or being bullied. The student council cannot turn this down without looking bad, so the new group is born. 

Life moves on, until one day Sara Iverson, a girl who lives across the road from Faiza and Sana and goes to a different school, reveals to Marcia that she knows what happened, both with the election and the soccer accident. The injury wasn’t an accident at all, and actually Marcia didn’t really lose the elections, despite the official results, as it was rigged. Ashley still has friends at St. Mary’s – the rival team on the day of the accident – because they went to middle school together.  

It’s a lot of speculation and no concrete proof. They need something more to be believed. It’s only after Christmas that Carlie, another member of the student council, decided to come clean.

“Look. Like I explained to Mr. Anderson, I’m still Senior Class President. People look up to me. I need them to trust and respect me. And that can’t happen with this kind of… corruption. So, yes. When I found out, I decided – we decided, me and Maggie – that we needed to do something. Say something.”

Mr. Anderson nodded. “And the testimonies of everyone involved all seem to point to the same thing. Ms. Harwood broke school policy and guidelines by rigging the election and costing you a spot on the council.”

This is all that’s needed to point the finger at Ashley and remove her from the student council. This leaves the council with a vacancy, but it’s very clear that the replacement has to be someone neutral, or the whole body will suffer from it. The choice falls on Mitchell Keller, who is a sophomore too and part of The Alliance. 

It finally seems that the whole school can sit back and relax, at least for a minute, when a tragic news hits the corridors: Mrs Williams, the students counsellor, passed away overnight. It’s a great shock for everybody but especially for Marcia, who relied on Mrs Williams quite a lot during her first year to create the Gay/Straight Alliance. It’s even a greater shock to find out that Mrs Williams wanted Marcia to prepare a speech for her wake, and Marcia does it. In pure Marcia style.

But that’s not the last surprise before the end of school. The truth behind the rigged elections, the rise of the homophobic groups and other school anomalies (like Homecoming in December and the below-standards food served in the canteen) will surface in a last, unforeseen plot twist.

It’s a very good second chapter of the ‘Marcia&co.’ story, written by someone that clearly has a privileged point of view on high school dynamics and gay young adults. It’s a delicate read, perfect for struggling teenagers, that with some sharp editing would also become an amazing read for adults. Be prepared though, this book might leave a dent in your heart.

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Self-promo 2023 (ep. 25): MK Schultz

Experience Kassius Kanex like never before in the epic conclusion.

In anticipation of the arrival of an evil that could rob Kassius Kanex of his power, he must go off-grid, in search of the only hope there is to defeat it.

With the help of his larger-than-life best friend Rock, the engineers, his faithful pod keepers, a secret-keeping crow and a time-travel-enabling octopus, Kassius Kanex must expand his organization to levels even he did not dream to be possible.

Can the world survive the evil long enough for Kassius to find the only thing powerful enough to stop it?

The whole of humanity depends on one thing: EQUILIBRIUM.

This is book three of a trilogy. The sci-fi and horror in this book are biblical in proportion. The conclusion of the story will leave readers with their jaw dropping. The complete audio books for the trilogy will soon be available.

MK Schultz is a Canadian sci-fi/thriller/horror author. A father of two young adults, he lives in a wooded area on the outskirts of Ottawa, Canada. He and his wife are avid outdoor enthusiasts in all seasons. Although formally educated in architecture, his true passion is writing. Schultz is currently writing his fifth novel.

Find out more about the author on his websiteTwitter and Instagram and you can buy his books on Amazon.

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Self-published appreciation week – Day 7

And last but not least… Ryan Hale!

One for the money – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Two for the show – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Three to get ready – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Go, Kat, go! Four part disharmony – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Five will get you ten – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Six degrees of desperation – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Crossing Big Coal River – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


Crossing bridges: Big Coal River rising – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


The year of the rat – Ryan Hale

On Amazon.


And with this, we conclude our self-published appreciation week showcase. But we are not done! More authors and more books will come soon, so stay tuned and as usual buy, review and let us know what do you think!

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Better than this

The incredible debut novel of Rose Marzin

Better than this, Lucid Dreamers Publications, 2022

Welcome to Horton, Ms Calder. Your flat is on the top floor, in a building where the lift doesn’t work, because the neighbourhood is not the greatest so there is no point in having welcoming, well looked-after places. It’s dangerous to go out when the sky is dark, hence take the stairs all the way up and stay there until the following day. Your house is smaller and not as nice as you saw it in the pictures, but it’s a roof on top of your head, and you will need it if you want to go to that cooking school you are so desperate to attend, you even left your husband in Boston for it. Oh, and by the way, the U-Haul van you rented must be returned by 6pm, otherwise you will have to pay for another day of rental with money you don’t really have. Have a great day!

For four months, she had tried her best to find out about this town-like-a-thousand-other-towns but even Horton’s own municipal website strained for reasons anybody might want to visit.

This is, in summary, what Taamarai faces as soon as she steps out of the van. Alone, in a new city, with not a shoulder to cry on, not even her husband’s. Despite Darren’s big speeches of support, proudness and reassurance that everything will be ok, he actually opposed her decision to move from Boston to follow her, as he was unwilling to leave his job, his family and all his friends. We will find out later in the story that he is not able to keep a job longer than a month (‘the boss hates me, the atmosphere is too negative, the hours are exhausting’); his friends either moved away or moved on with their lives and his beloved family consists of his mother, doing everything for him despite him being married and already over 30, and his father letting him live for free in the spare room at the back of the house. 

Once inside her new home, Taamarai tries the lift, but an unfamiliar voice announces it’s broken. When she turns towards the noise, she patches it to a girl, around 14, with black, wild hair and a black music band hoodie perched on the stairs one flight up. She introduces herself as Ali and offers to help Taamarai with her stuff. Taamarai’s apartment is right above Ali’s and the layout is the same. But while Taamarai is happy with the house and picks the smaller bedroom for herself, Ali seems confused by her choices.

“It’s just me,” Taamarai confirmed with a jolt of sadness. “My husband, Darren, can’t move down here just yet.”

After many trips up and down, Ali stops on the fifth floor. Her father, a hardened face, barefoot man with grey hair and an impolite look, eventually introduces himself as Carl Grigg. And since Taamarai has still a few boxes to unload, the van has to be returned by six and Ali was promised pizza in exchange for her help, Carl steps in to help too. It’s the beginning of an unconventional but solid friendship between the three of them, made of home-cooked meals, card games, football matches on TV and chats about their days and life events.

Unfortunately, Darren’s shadow looms on this newfound life balance: he texts Taamarai almost constantly, complaining about feeling lonely without her, asking her when she will make it home, and keeping her on the phone for hours on end, even if between the school and her part-time job at a nearby restaurant during weekends, Taaamarai’s time is very little and extremely precious. Marzin does an amazing job at painting him for what he really is from the very first pages: a controlling, manipulative, toxic example of grown-up boy, who thinks the world has to bow in front of him just because he breathes. The naturalness with which she portrays him is almost scary, worthy of a real-life event anecdote recounted in a psychology essay.

But despite his controlling manners, Darren is still miles away from Taamarai and Horton. Even then, he still manages to do damage. It’s Christmas day, Darren already promised to go and visit, but he pulled out at the last minute saying he wasn’t feeling well. 

 “Guess you can’t get your money back now?”

Taamarai glared at him but still ended up saying the things she normally kept in her head. “If he’d told me yesterday, I could’ve got half back, but he left it until after the bus had already gone.”

They promised to cook breakfast together and keep up, despite the physical distance, with their tradition of having at least Christmas Morning breakfast together, since the rest of their day was usually devoted to answering phone calls and dealing with relatives, Christmas dinners and friends. But instead of being nice and supportive, Darren – surprise, surprise! – complains about everything once again. Of course, it drives Taamarai crazy. It drove me crazy, and I was only reading it! But that’s another great thing about Marzin’s writing: she is so good that the feelings and emotions of the story jump off the page. Of all the self-published books I’ve read so far, except for a couple of diamonds in the rough (which will greatly benefit from thorough editing and some constructive criticism), this is the only book that could potentially go straight on Waterstone’s shelves, and you couldn’t tell the difference with a Penguin Random House book.

The story continues and His Highness Horrid Darren finally decides that he could gift his wife with his presence.

He got up, wandered around and dumped his bag in the bedroom, his rucksack in the hall. Taamarai immediately wanted to clear up, and then felt guilty.

“I’d have put the bed in the other room. It’s bigger.”

She had explained her choice of bedroom when she moved in, and he hadn’t seemed to notice or care. “I know it’s bigger,” she repeated now, “but I only sleep in it and keep clothes in the wardrobe. There’s more space for books and my desk in the other room.”

“Don’t you think it’s a bit cramped having all of your books out like this?”

“No.” Taamarai couldn’t think of anything else to say.

He looked at a large picture on the wall. It was by the same artist as the painting she had bought Ali for Christmas. High buildings climbed towards a bright turquoise and orange sky. “Babe, do you mind if we take that one down?”

Taamarai frowned. “Why?”

“Well, I mean, it doesn’t make any sense. The colors are all wrong. Don’t you think it looks a bit silly?”

“I like it.” Taamarai couldn’t help feeling hurt, and it showed in her voice.

“Really?”

She wondered why he thought she had bought it in the first place.

He shrugged. “I guess you could put it in the other room. It’s kind of your workspace. Anyway, I brought a great photo from our wedding. Mom had it framed for us. It would look great there and it’ll help me feel like this is my home, too.”

Dealing with Darren’s presence in the book is challenging, to say the least. There are many more conversations similar to this where all you want is pull your hair and grind your teeth while shaking Taamarai hard, like she was a rag doll. However, all this annoyance is compensated by the flourishing relationship between Carl, Ali and Taamarai. They help each other in more than one occasion (Carl offers his sofa to Taamarai to sleep on when she can’t stand Darren’s presence, Taamarai goes to Ali’s school to discuss about her suspension) and the crescendo will take you till the very end, with secrets revealed, heated arguments, break-ups and new starts.

Despite being marketed as romance, I strongly believe this book doesn’t fit the category, because it’s one step above being simple romance. This is romantic fiction in its purest form, it touches delicate themes (abuse, rape, toxic relationships, criminal convictions, family issues), but it does it with tact and simplicity, without dwelling or lecturing. It’s a great read, it’s entertaining, somehow comforting, and most importantly it makes you think. A book I would happily keep a hard copy of on my already crowded bookshelf.

All we can do now is wait for the next! Great job, Rose!

Get your copy on Amazon.

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Self-promo 2023 (ep.22): Nuria Elisabeth Sanchez

WHAT IS THE BOOK ABOUT?

Alison Martínez, a Spanish novelist driven by her passion for Egypt, publishes her novel The Enigma of the Lost Labyrinth, which becomes a bestseller. She is involved in the film production of the book with Daniel O’Neida, a famous American actor who has always dreamt of traveling to Egypt.
On the other hand, Dill, a New Yorker interested in Egyptian culture, is impacted by reading the novel, which tells the story of two archaeologists who are in Egypt searching for the Hawara labyrinth, according to the instructions that Herodotus exposed in his texts. Has a secret that had been kept hidden for a long time come to light?
The writer and the actor will become entangled in a real adventure in search of the Hawara labyrinth. A hidden truth, that goes beyond the tangible, will affect them emotionally. Alison and Dill will experience a series of incidents that will endanger their lives. But fate knows very well what it is doing, and all this does not happen by
chance. Do you dare to discover the real reason?

WHY SHOULD WE READ IT?

If you want to live an adventure, if you want to love with all your heart, if you believe in everlasting love and second chances, if you want to discover that death is only the beginning, then this is your book.
It will make you reflect and will make the adrenaline run through your body. It’s a different historical fiction full of action, mystery, intrigue, and romance. Follow Alison and Dill in the search for the labyrinth of Hawara and discover if Herodotus was right. If you like Egypt and its culture, you will enjoy this story.

TELL US SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF

I am a Spanish writer and I live in Mérida, Extremadura (Spain). I graduated in Spanish Language and Literature because since early childhood I dreamt of writing stories that readers would fall in love with. In 2016 I studied Creative Writing at the ‘Escuela de Escritores’ in Madrid, where I was published in the ‘XIII Book of the Escuela de Escritores: La mancha mínima’ with my story ‘Sin aliento’.
That same year I also took other courses focused on creative writing and the profession of writing, as well as marketing, I attended the Barcelona School of Writers where I studied spelling and style proofreading. I am now studying Screenwriting (Film and TV).
I then combined my literary studies with studies of the English language. So far I wrote five novels, including The Enigma of the Lost Labyrinth (English Edition). The Enigmas Trilogy in Spanish Edition is gripping thousands of readers.

Find out more about Nuria and her books on her website, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, YouTube, blog and Goodreads.

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Echoes of Navarre

An incredible Cold War spy story set in modern days

Echoes of Navarre. Jane Books, 2023.

Alex Spellman is sitting at his desk, filling up some forms that need to evaluate his cognitive functions, something he loathes but he deems as necessary to keep his job. He has been relocated from the field, probably after ‘that’ business with the former Chancellor of the Exchequer and a call-girl, but he accepts that his security job can be done anyway even behind a desk.

Deanna Darby is in California, pouring herself another drink, the party well into swing. She is about to leave for North California, where she will train for her new job with the government, a choice that is now starting to weigh on her closest friendships, who are social media influencers, hobo-chic artists or spoilt brats living off daddy’s trust funds. As much as she loves them, she is already realising they are drifting apart and nothing will stop the process.

Vasili Konstantin Dragunov is pacing the room up and down, to calm his anger. Someone betrayed him, but he doesn’t know who or why. Not yet, at least. But he will have to find out soon, he comes from a long dynasty of oligarchs who served the government all the way up to the last Czar, after all. He achieved a lot in life, starting with the challenge of being great in school despite his dyslexia, he will overcome even this one, he reassures himself.

Kapusta, one of the most skilled snipers and assassins in Russia, sits in a dark room with a Lobaev rifle in front of him, in pieces. It’s a new acquisition, so he is assembling and disassembling it to get comfortable with his new toy. He has always been the odd one, since he was a child: his peculiar interests and formidable aim always put the other kids off, until he decided not to care anymore and enjoy his being different and alone. Until Dominika. She was kind to him, warm, and she didn’t seem to notice his facial disfigurement. But last time they saw each other, they parted on a not so friendly note and he now regrets it. As soon as this assignment is over, he will ask her out for dinner.

Alex wakes up in a motel room, with a mysterious woman by his side.

Alex thought her fragrance was somehow familiar.

‘Alex?’ she whispered Another grunt. ‘I love you, you know that don’t you? I’m so glad we are in this together. You make me feel safe. I really couldn’t do this all on my own.’

He knows nothing about her, beside her scent, but it’s not the first time he has blackouts or entire chunks of time cut off his memory. This time, the last thing Alex remembers is being on a plane from London to Madrid. But he realises he’s already been in the motel for a few days, at least: the room lost the freshness it still has when its occupant just spent a night, there is the usual little clutter left behind by travellers, his shaving kit in the bathroom, and it must have been bought locally because it’s the cheap, single use type. Deanna! That’s her name, Alex suddenly remembers, they met on the plane and they immediately hit it off.

In the UK, long before the time Alex and Deanna share the same bed, eight men meet in an old school conference room, richly decorated during a time when civil servants and secret services didn’t have to make their budgets and expenditures public. They exchange greetings, manly slaps on the shoulders, study each other. Some are more open and cordial, others are tensed and wary. Some of them are long time friends, others know only each other’s reputation. The reason for their gathering is to stop an attack against Zapatero, the Spanish Prime Minister, who is discussing a ceasefire agreement with the terrorist group ETA. This time, though, it seems that the agreement will be solid enough to stick, and, of course, there are some who are against it. One of them is a man known as Dienteputo, the one the team has been tasked to stop.

Back in Spain at the present time, Deanna has lost Alex. She relaxed so much that she comfortably fell asleep and woke up to an empty room. She rushes to get dressed and get out, frantically looking for him. It would be a complicated matter to explain to her boss if she couldn’t find him anymore.

He was a conspicuously social person, gregarious at times, although he did have an understandable dark side due to the op’ in Navarre that failed so horribly. He had never really got over the fact that he lost men in an operation that was under his control.

She finds him quite easily, though, and closer than she expected. Across the road from their motel there is a church, and when Deanna pushes the door, she finds him there sitting in one of the pews, lost after another blackout: he suddenly remembered that there is someone after him. This person has not been active for the past three days and they both want to believe the threat is over, but they have to re-evaluate their situation: back to the motel they find their room ransacked. They have to be on the go as soon as they can, destination Mexico. Alex knows someone that lives there who might help them escape.

It’s in these circumstances that we find out that Deanna is a CIA undercover agent.

‘This man Spellman is, or used to be at least, one of us. That is he is OffCo. Offensive Counterintelligence, MI5. Ever since Navarre, after he took his six month sabbatical, he has been consulting on overseas threats to UK intelligence. He has unqualified high access to assets abroad, ours as well as the British’ explained Osterman, ‘You see how delicate this could get?’

This is the briefing Osterman, Deanna’s boss, gave her before she started her mission. Alex’s bosses are worried about him too, because lately he’s been acting weird and as much as a routine investigation was opened on his account, Graves, Alex’s boss, is also personally concerned about his wellbeing.

When they reach Graham in Mexico, Alex’s friend and former colleague looks terrible. He is clearly paranoid and the news that another colleague has been recently murdered made him even more wary.

‘I think I know’ said Graham’ Do you remember the last job? The job in the Pyrenees’

‘How could I forget?’ said Alex ‘You think I would forget losing half of my team?’

‘Of course not. But of the four of us who are left, one is dead, you are being chased and I am being watched. What do you make of that?’ asked Graham rhetorically, ‘I have a theory. I have been wondering what happened to the four of us after we were held by ETA and that damned mad Spanish quack. You know as well as I do that there is a week that we can’t account for. What do you think happened to us?’ 

Leaving Alex, Deanna and Graham in Mexico, we move to Russia, where we find Vasili hiding in his childhood home, 1500 kilometres north of Moscow. The location is secluded and not easily accessible, but he still doesn’t feel safe. It’s only a matter of time before the KGB finds him, and he is sure about it because he is former KGB himself. So, he also knows that there is always the need for ‘insurance’. His lies in the fact that he made sure the Russian athletes at the 2012 Olympics won as many medals as they could, and wanted to use this favour to move South of the country; instead he had been ostracised and excluded, and now he wants to use the names of all the sleeper agents on Russian ground to have what he wanted in the first place.

Vasili was given the means and the funds to make everything run smoothly, greasing palms, destroying samples, paying off the chemists and so on. It had all been fine until the World Anti-Doping Agency had uncovered his dealings. Now they were a global disgrace and he was the scapegoat, there was even talk of the Russian team not competing in the 2016 Olympics. After a bit of digging, Vasili understood that Alex Spellman and his team were the answer for the predicament he now found himself in, the same Alex Spellman that he crossed many years before in the Pyrenees. Back then, Vasili was dealings with a Spanish doctor by the name of Ignasi Quiros, who was involved with a group of Basque separatists.

Quiros was part of a small ETA faction that wanted to stop the ceasefire with Zapatero, and the MI5 team in charge of stopping them was led by Alex Spellman. British intervention had to look accidental, though, because it would have been hell to pay if the British were found in a place where they had no jurisdiction. Somehow Vasili knew all the details of the operation and before Alex and his men could do what they were supposed to, two slavic mercenaries paid by Vasili sabotaged the British mission, killed half of the team and left the other half unconscious. What the remaining part of the team didn’t know was that Quiros, who was working on hallucinogens and hypnosis, had the four of them at his mercy for a few days, and he conducted his experiments on newly developing subconscious indoctrination techniques on them, before sending them back home. What the remaining four are subconsciously learning without knowing are the names of sleeper agents in the West.

Complex plot? Perhaps. The final result? Absolutely outstanding. There is so much in this book – action, love, Cold War tactics, history, thriller, suspence, friendships and spies – and each element works brilliantly with the other. There isn’t a single word that could have been cut in the editing process, a paragraph not intertwined with the previous and the next, not a single loose thread at the end of the story. The story has been written, crafted and polished many times before seeing its released form and it shows. It was a pleasure to read it, exciting to follow the characters in their adventures, highly satisfying reaching the end and the long, explanatory paragraph where all the remaining questions are finally answered. It’s probably the best book I have read this year, definitely one of the best self-published books I have ever read. It took Paul roughly six years to work on it, but let’s’ be honest: it shows. And even if we know by talking to him previously that Paul is not looking to get into mainstream publishing, we really hope he’ll change his mind, because what he has here is a real diamond in the rough, and more people beside us deserve to enjoy its beauty.

You can grab your copy on Paul Richardson’s website.

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Self-promo 2023 (ep.21): Joseph Roy Wright

WHAT IS THE BOOK ABOUT?

When Stacy Thompson is found murdered on Valentine’s Day, Detective Bloom investigates and uncovers a truly dark and sinister secret that will shock the entire city of Liverpool. For she was last seen dancing, flirting and kissing with several guests at Liverpool’s notorious Club Diamond, the night before her death. Cursed Valentine has the unique twist of not revealing the killer, leaving the reader with more questions than answers. It is a puzzle where you, the reader, are the only one capable of solving this horrifying case!

WHY SHOULD WE READ IT?

It is also a puzzle, where you must put together the clues yourself – like a game. Set during Valentine’s Day, this is a love story gone terribly wrong! Challenge yourself against other readers in your household, to see who can solve the murder mystery first.

TELL US SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF

I am obsessed with stories, whether it be from books, movies or even games, there is nothing quite as thrilling as a good narrative to sink into. My passion is to create stories that really spark the imagination, taking readers on a bizarre yet intriguing adventure, sometimes full of horror. Currently working part time outside of writing and I’m enjoying life, reading books, watching sports and being creative.

Find out more about Joseph Roy on his social media (TwitterInstagram, Facebook, Youtube).

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Emma Grace: Dante’s obsession

A mix of romance, fiction and drama in Rebecca J. Cole first novel

Emma Grace: Dante’s Obsession, OK Sisters, 2023.

Emma Grace has not an easy life. She is applying the finishing touching in front of a mirror, before leaving her house for a job interview, and she is doing her best to cover up the bruises her stepfather left on her skin the previous night. She applied for a waitress position in a diner downtown Harmony, and Nora, the owner, after asking a few, targeted questions, hires her on the spot.

Emma Grace finds the job not too difficult, having some experience helps her to get accustomed to new place easily, a bit of money means she can afford groceries and the odd extra for herself, even if her stepfather still drains the most of her paycheque and keeps selling her around his new ‘friends’, a copy of the ones of the city they lived before, just with different names. You give, you get, is the mantra that Emma Grace repeats to herself to get out of bed one more day. One of her colleagues, Denise, notices what’s going on and offers the girl to crash at her place for a while, but Emma Grace refuses, saying she can take care of herself.

In the meanwhile, in a different part of the country, Dante is talking details with his father. He is going to be sent to Harmony to expand his fathers’ business.

“I thought Dominic was claiming Harmony.”

Giovanni scoffed. “Dominic is a power hungry low-life. He’s already made too many enemies by breaking off with Schiavoni. His days are numbered. I’m surprised he’s still alive after what he did to Vittorio’s daughter.”

Dante takes two of his most faithful men with him, Carlo and Marco, and they leave for Harmony. At first, they drive around to get accustomed to the city and its layout, and then they stop for lunch in a diner downtown, the same where Emma Grace works. She draws Dante’s attention immediately, but so does he, because Emma Grace co-workers are head over heels for him, while she barely seems to notice his magnetic charm.

“He’s scary. His eyes give me the creeps.”

This is Emma Grace opinion of him.

It will take Dante several weeks before talking to her about something more than his lunch order. But the waiting time will pay off: slowly, the conversation deepens enough to have personal exchanges and trade jokes. One day Emma Grace is sticking a poster to the front door: a funfair is in town. Dante arrives at the cafe while she is sticking the last corner, and after reading what it advertises, he asks her if she’ll go. At first she says no, but when Dante pressures her a bit more, he finds out that the reason why she won’t go is because she’s never been to a fair before and she wouldn’t know what to expect or how to behave.

“It’s a date”, he said.

Dante is not the type of person who will take a no for an answer, and Emma Grace feels safe with him, not pressure.

They agree to go on her day off, and while he is behaving like a caring and protective gentleman all along, holding her hand almost all the time, he is also taken aback by her pure reactions in front of things that, for any other 23 years old person, were considered childish pastimes. That evening he sends a bunch of flowers to Emma Grace’s home, as a tank you for the beautiful day, but when her stepfather finds out, he beats her up black and blue. She turns up to work the next morning barely able to cover for any of them, the bruises so bad that she doesn’t want to serve Dante’s table. He understands that something’s wrong and it doesn’t take him long to put two and two together. As soon as he leaves the diner, he goes to her house and Emma grace’s stepfather is the one being beaten black and blue this time. The message seems to go through this time, because all of a sudden Frank loses all interest in her.

Emma Grace, though, is not safe yet. One day the bell rings and she opens the door to face a man she only knows as one of Frank’s friends. He says that Franks owns him money, and when Emma Grace tells him that Frank is not home and she has no money, he replies that maybe she can come out with other, creative ways to compensate him. She tries all she can to persuade him not too, she even attempt to run away, but unfortunately Emma Grace receives a soundly beating, before Dante can intervene. She ends up in hospital, where she is told she suffered a miscarriage. At this point the truth about Frank abuses has to come out and it’s not an easy pill to swallow for Dante. He gets his revenge, though, getting rid of Frank and his friend. Emma Grace is finally free.

The two of them start to date regularly – dinners, Christmas, Valentine’s day – Emma Grace is introduced to his family, but all this without knowing Dante and his family are mobsters. Eventually, she will find out, but not in the best way. Since she is, officially or not, Dante’s girlfriend, they are targeting her to get to him, and Dante is forced to open up and tell her the truth to protect her. Will their relationship survive this test?

When I was presented with the book, I was expecting a romance, pure and simple. Instead it mixes different styles – romance, fiction, drama – but it manages to keep the rules of all of them superficial, creating its unique mix. It appeals to many categories, but it also misses the prerogatives typical of each one: there is no explicit sex involved, there is no internal struggle of the characters, Dante’s point of view appear rarely, leaving him in the dark, the two main characters, who will eventual fall in love, don’t struggle in the pursue of their object of affection, because they are already dating before chapter 4, the domestic violence theme is discussed, but with few brushes instead of in emotional details, the same is to be said for the struggles Emma Graces goes through (violence, rape, a miscarriage), leaving the book in a sort of limbo. There are some good dialogues, though, which are one of the most difficult parts of writing, and the narrative is pleasant, but the book needs plot and narration refinements. It’s not bad as a first effort, especially because it tries to mix different genres, each with its own, strict, specific set of rules, and we hope to read more from Rebecca in the future, when she will perfect her style.

Find out more about Rebecca and her books on her website and social media (Facebook, Instagram, Goodreads).

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Self-promo 2023 (ep.20): Maximillian Lopez

WHAT IS THE BOOK ABOUT?

As the clock ticks toward a multi-universal cataclysm, the dangers in both worlds become increasingly clear. With hopes and dreams on the line, unlikely heroes must confront an unyielding force of destiny that threatens to plunge them into its unforgiving depths. The five unsuspecting test subjects — Corey, Selene, Joseph, and the Finnish twins — are bound by Dr. Kreiner and his father’s experiment to a fate they can barely imagine. When their consciousness is synchronised into their dream-selves, it opens a gateway to an alternate reality. With a secret government agent determined to discover the truth, the stage is set for an epic battle against impossible odds. Strap in for a riveting sci-fi thriller as dreams come alive and fate draws you ever closer toward its relentless grip in book two of the Echoes of Etherium Series – The Demons That Save Us.

WHY SHOULD WE READ IT?

A science fiction book that looks at the perspective of how scientific discovery is driven by ordinary people, told from 1st and 3rd person perspectives, multiple POVs and distinct characters. How will they overcome this situation when the odds are stacked against them?

TELL US SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF

I’m a father to two handsome and smart boys, a husband to a beautiful and hardworking wife, and a Marine Corps veteran. I live in the United States, Virginia Beach, Virginia. I love to learn about science, play video games with the family, and shoot hoops at the gym. I’m enjoying the mild success of my first published novel and am currently writing and editing my second of the trilogy. Release date coming in late June!

Find out more about Maximillian on his social media (TwitterInstagram), read what others think about his books on Goodreads and buy his books through his website.

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Self-promo 2023 (ep.19): Maximillian Lopez

WHAT IS THE BOOK ABOUT?

This delightful sci-fi thriller unfolds from the perspectives of Selene, Joseph and Corey. Selene is a young lady about to embark on her college education journey, Joseph is chasing the next role to make sure his name is forever remembered and Corey is intent on having an impeccable career with the U.S. Navy. It’s a tight, well written, and fast paced, action oriented science fiction from the perspective of three characters whose lives are bound by shared dreams. Add to this mix a bunch of scientists with wild claims that if the trio don’t co-operate multiple universes will be on a collision course with each other. Can three strangers trust each other or will the truth sow the seeds of mistrust? Do the people who hold the answers have their best interests in mind?

WHY SHOULD WE READ IT?

My novel explores the sci-fi genre in a character-centric storyline. Many sci-fi novels focus on the new tech or how futuristic mechanics shape society, yet hardly delve into the ramifications of what it does to an individual. It’s a multi-POV story with three diverse main characters, a mystery, and the science so well researched bordering on eerily believable.

TELL US SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF

I’m a father to two handsome and smart boys, a husband to a beautiful and hardworking wife, and a Marine Corps veteran. I live in the United States, Virginia Beach, Virginia. I love to learn about science, play video games with the family, and shoot hoops at the gym. I’m enjoying the mild success of my first published novel and am currently writing and editing my second of the trilogy. Release date coming in late June!

Find out more about Maximillian on his social media (Twitter, Instagram), read what others think about his books on Goodreads and buy his books through his website.

Book 2 OUT NOW!

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Scion: Dawn of midnight

A debut novel by Chellé Luckie

Scion: Dawn of Midnight. Global Book Publishing, 2023.

Astra wakes up from a nightmare. Her father, Victor, is readily by her side, to give comfort, while her mother, Elisabeth, is ready to battle: enough is enough she says. Evaline can not keep failing classes because her sister keeps waking her up in the middle of the night when she is having nightmares. He is dead, says her sister, stopping living your life won’t bring him back, especially because he wasn’t your boyfriend but your best friend’s boyfriend. That doesn’t make it any less painful, replies Astra. We will then find out that this mysterious ‘he’ has a name, Azazel.

The next morning, Astra walks downstairs to a surprise: at the breakfast bar sits Tracy, her best friend and Azazel’s girlfriend, who came to pick her up to go to school. It’s been a month since Azazel’s death, and during this time Astra barely left her room, didn’t go to school and avoided all her friends, including Tracy. It’s time for her to react, insists Tracy.

But once the two girls are alone in the car, Tracy drops the act and pulls a bottle from under her seat. She is drinking again. The two girls start to talk about Azazel’s last minutes: he took Astra to the Old Lady Bella, but we don’t know why. What we know though is that Astra is researching this place called Hiboria, which is potentially dangerous, the Carabinieri are taking their sweet time to conduct their investigations and while Astra thinks Azalea was affiliated with the Kipi, Tracy says that someone in the Shikka must be involved instead.

“You know what’s not cool?” Tracy hissed, “You! Your mother is the ice queen bitch of the Shikka who has cursed more of the Kipi’s children than I can count. Your uncle is the dark prince—a tyrannical investigator who causes most of his victims to commit suicide afterward. And then Gabe—”

“Shut your mouth,” Astra warned, unbuckling her seatbelt. “Anyone but him!”

Astra snaps, pointing a finger at her friend. The Kipi is composed of Gio adults — adults whose megin hasn’t awaken yet. Everyone has megin. Most people just don’t have enough for an affinity— or enough to manipulate majik. But what if what happened to Azalea is connected to my megin? wonders Astra. If my megin was activated, would Tracy hate me too? Astra’s mother is a Bahkir with an affinity for Cryokinesis. Her father is a Gio, like herself and Evaline, but they are still expected to turn because of how strong their mother and uncle are. Well, Astra tries to reassure herself, next year is the year of the truth. If it doesn’t happen then, it won’t happen at all… or usually this is what happens to others.

In class, Astra meets Troy, who seems surprised to see her. He also asks her about what she told the Carabinieri, but she doesn’t remember. We learn a bit more about the word Astra lives in when she meets another classmate.

Gabriel stretched as he walked out of his first class with his new charge taking her time trailing behind him. It amused him how interested she was with the mundane structure of a Gio’s life. It bored him to tears. Gio had the luxury of understanding and knowing the details of the life of a Bahkir because the megin would only sometimes activate in their body. Scientists weren’t sure if it was a matter of anatomy, genetics, or a stressor that causes the megin to activate. They only knew it to lie within all, and like other genetic traits, it could remain dormant for one generation and grow stronger than ever in the next.

In the middle of class, Astra is called out and when she arrives, Azazel’s sister and a Carabinieri are waiting for her. Right behind here, there is Gabriel, listening. Azael’s sister starts moving accusations about Astra killing her brother and it’s too much for Astra, who releases her veil, a psychic form of magic that can stop others. Victor, Astra’s father, is in school as well and promptly arrives to stop her. Only then he notices a light coming off her chest: it’s a sigil to her megin that her mother set up.

Astra passes out and her father calls her mother to ask why. I didn’t put that sigil, she says. It’s a very good replica of mine, but I can assure you it’s not mine. Whoever did it, though, did it with a specific purpose, which is to stop Astra. Partially convinced, but not totally reassured by the explanation, Victor picks up Evaline too and the three of them go to a place called Kora’s Temple. It’s basically a strip club, despite the fancy name. Inside, he asks for Rita, the owner, he needs her help. Astra is rapidly blue.

“She was and will always be a Kipi,” Tirany snapped, ignoring Lionel’s shaking head.

Rita takes Astra to another place, where there is a whole new lot of people, we hardly know anything about. They are involved in something, but we don’t know who they are or what they are doing nor why.

We discover something more about Old Lady Bella, though: she is the owner of a shop where lines and lines of belladonna fill the walls. She also is Azazel grandmother.

The big mistery we need to work out is Astra’s megin, and how she woke it up the night Azazel died. What actually happened that night? And why can’t Astra remember? 

During the ritual that will remove, or at least attempt to remove, the two sigils that are interfering with Astra’s memory and life, another entity takes possession of her, and she wakes up in Limbus. This will only lead to a long streak of events, where multiple characters will chase, help and disrupt each other’s path only to reach an unforeseen conclusion.  

The story itself is quite interesting: there are many innovative elements, a good combination of real world and fantasy, a good pace. However, there are too many characters, and most of them have no roots, they fly high like kites in the sky. When narrating about a supernatural or fantastic world, it’s important to explain to readers the set of rules they will encounter during the book. A few, very specific, very detailed lines that will set the tone from the very first pages. We feel that in this book, instead, we get to a point where several names start popping up but no one knows who these characters are.

While we appreciated the fast pace, at time, though, it was too fast, and narration has been sacrificed for the sake of action, making the book an infinite sequel of events quickly happening one after the other. There are also too many chapters ending with a cliffhanger, but there is no building up to them, which made us question why they were there in the first place.

Overall, we are under the impression that being a debut novel, perhaps the pressure to publish fast might have gotten in the way of crafting a better thought through book, which is honestly a shame.

SCION: Dawn of Midnight is available for purchase here.

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Self-promo 2023 (ep.18): Paul Richardson

WHAT IS THE BOOK ABOUT?

Alex Spellman blames himself for a covert operation that went wrong in Northern Spain. A sniper known only as Kapusta is a deadly assassin with a dark and complex past. The Russian Vasili Dragunov needs to clear his name at The Kremlin and will go any lengths to do so.
Three men, all in need of redemption, brought together to face their demons. And each other.
Alex Spellman is on the run with his American compatriot, Deanna Darby. They race from Europe to the US in the hope of finding answers, evading capture and bringing those who wronged him to justice. But why is Alex getting blackouts and who is to blame? Official secrets hang in the balance, as does the lives of the remaining members of Delta team. Can they turn the tables on their pursuers and regain the upper hand in this deadly game of cat and mouse?

WHY SHOULD WE READ IT?

In writing Echoes of Navarre I have attempted to emulate the books I most enjoy reading. I am a big fan of Ian Fleming and the Bond books and I am sure there are some parallels in the use of characters and locations in the narrative. I have maintained that Echoes’ is a spy thriller in the pulp fiction genre and, as it may not be for everyone, I am sure there is an audience, such as myself, who enjoys this type of escapism filled with action, excitement and peril.

TELL US SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF

Paul was born in the UK but moved to the west coast of Ireland 21 years ago. He is married with two adult children, one at college and one who designs, illustrates and releases role playing add-ons for gamers. After raising his two children while renovating the family home, he is now branching into new areas. In past lives he has been a photographer, a painter and a screenprinter too. This is his first book and he is planning for it to be part of a trilogy involving the same protagonists, Alex and Deanna.

Find out more about Paul on his social media (TwitterFacebook, Instagram) and buy his books through his website.

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Born to run

Chapter nine of the Liam and Zita saga. London’s calling but so are surprises.

Amsterdam. Liam and Zita are on the boat deck, anchored in a Canal – he is chilling, she is tending her flowers. Soon it will be his birthday and she proposes to go to Madeira. Why not, he replies, after thinking about it.

Not long after, Zita receives a telegram, and, if the fact itself wasn’t already unusual enough, the content is even worse. They know, she keep repeating, alarmed. Who knows what, asks Liam. My boss, the Mossad. In the telegram, they referred to her as Sigrid, which is her real name. They know exactly where she is, despite all her efforts to hide. It’s definitely not a good moment.

So, Zita does the only thing she can: she pushes Liam into the water and tells him to swim to the opposite side of the river, where they sit on the bank, wet and scared. There, they wait for nighttime to come and then, using the darkness to their advantage, they go to DeGroot safe house, break the police seals and tamper with the new lock. But at least they are inside a house, where they can get changed and warm up a bit.

Unfortunately, the place only carries bad memories of violence and torture, but at the moment it’s more important they stay alive rather than thinking about their mental wellbeing. They won’t need to hold on for long anyway. They need to prepare a plan to escape, the sooner the better. in the meanwhile, though, Zita does all she can to secure the place. They do not know exactly how long they are going to stay, it might be anywhere between two or six, so Zita and Liam need to be careful and use all the precautions they can. At the beginning of their third day in the house, Zita finally breaks the news: they are leaving for London, and they are travelling light. Two backpacks are more than enough. It will be a long journey, it will be crazy and dangerous, but it will keep them alive, promises Zita.

On the way to the Eurostar they meet with Palina and Jan. Palina is a friend of Zita and with her she shared her painful permanence in DeGroot house, the same Liam and Zita took shelter in. The couple is very helpful, but at the same time this brings back memories and secrets that Zita would have preferred to keep in the dark. The permanence with Palina and her husband is short, and Liam and Zita soon embark on a Eurostar for England, their final destination Ashford.

Back in England they meet with Liam’s father, who is all but happy to see them, reinforcing the strong feeling Liam has of being displaced and not home anymore. It’s even more shocking to see that his mother, who has dementia, doesn’t recognise him. But, as Zita tells him, the world goes on, people change, places change, thank goodness.

While in the city, Liam goes to visit Kathleen, his ex wife. While she is surprised but civilised, Harry, their teenage son, is not particularly happy and tells him to get out of there and get lost. In the meanwhile even Felix, Kathleen’s current partner, pops by. He is unfazed by Liam’s presence, has a polite and superficial exchange of gallantries with Liam, and quickly leaves. The civilised conversation between Liam and Kathleen quickly fades, clearly there is too much history between them to last long on a light note, but Liam still manages to end his visit on a high.

Liam’s next stop is at his father’s house. He finds out that that day he has a seminar on ‘how it is to live with dementia’ and, on Liam’s insistence, they both attend. It’s wild. It’s eye opening for both of them, even if not in a nice way, because they realise how much their wife and mother is going through. They leave the seminar even more discouraged than before.

Zita meets with Jimmy, and while they are together, they hear on the news that a 33 years old man has suffered an acid attack not far from where they live. Immediately, their thoughts turn to Liam. As soon as they reach the hospital, the reality welcoming them is different: luckily it’is not Liam, but Felix, Kathleen’s partner. They are sure the attack was meant for Liam. 

Liam knows who plotted the whole thing and goes to find Player, his cronies and Oleg. After some heated confrontation and a subsequent altercation, Liam is knocked unconscious, dragged out of there and to another location, where Player’s men pour vodka straight down his throat, which is a low blow for Liam, who’s hit the 575 days mark of sobriety. It doesn’t take long for Zita to find out who did it and take her revenge. Detective Fuller, now DCI, thinks he knows what happened and has his suspects, but nothing can be proved.

In between more police suspects, family problems and brushes with an early death, the ninth book of the series will reach its final pages.

It’s a fast-paced story that contains a good mix of humour and violent action, but without transcending into trashy descriptions. I liked how the narrative was in keeping with the genre, but I somehow missed a lack of deeper descriptions, both about the environment the two characters live in and their emotional state. Not always ‘less is more’ is the best choice. However, it’s a pleasant read and, for those who are following the series from Book 1, a definitely a welcome addition to the saga. If you are a newbie to Graham’s work, we recommend you start from the beginning to get a better sense of what’s happening.

Interesting fact: the title of each chapter is named after a song: fans could actually have some fun creating a dedicated Spotify playlist!

Grab your copy here.

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Beyond the stain

The astonishing debut novel of Akinola Peace

Beyond the stain, Akinola Peace, 2023

The book opens in 2003. Little Rose Peace is at church with her mom. She is too young to understand what’s happening, but she notices her mom is not acting like her usual self. Folakemi Oyindamola Chukwuma cries, doesn’t stop to chat with other worshippers after the service, she keeps herself to herself. Dad went away for work, but Rose doesn’t know where, nor when he’ll make it back. Maybe her mother is sad because of that. She is sure something’s wrong when her mom calls Janet, her father’s sister, and hears her say “he’s gone!”

2009. Rose is a teenager and she is living a totally different life than she did when she was six. Rose’s mom had to go through what it’s known as ‘a widow’s rites’: her father’s family took her hostage at their place for ten days, shaved part of her head, her eyebrows and her pubic hair, kept her on one meal a day and forced her to only dress in black and repeatedly interrogated and intimidated her, until she falsely confessed to be responsible for her husband’s death, giving them the power to strip her and her daughter of the house they lived in and any other belongings in her husband’s name. They never liked her and when she only produced female offspring, they accused her of being a witch and fought her even harder. As they are left homeless and penniless, Folakemi and Rose move into a smaller house, Rose transfers from a fancy private school to an average public one, and since her mom is forced to have two jobs to make ends meet, Rose has to help with housework on top of school homework. This has a huge impact on her, she isolates herself and despises her absent mother. One day, though, things change. A classmate of her, a big girl named Sandra (who is not only physically bigger than Rose but also couple of years older) approaches her, introduces herself and then introduces Rose to her clique, the Soul Sisters. It’s a nice day for Rose, who goes back home feeling lighter and in a good mood, which is soon spoiled by the fact that her mom left her another list of housework on the table. She is annoyed and frustrated, but soon her mood changes when she finds blood in her underwear and believes she is bleeding to death. She cries and panics, having no one to ask for help, until, exhausted, she falls asleep on the kitchen floor, only to wake up the following morning to yet another message from her mother, saying that since she was sleeping so peacefully she let her sleep. Rose is now scared and angry: she still doesn’t know what’s happening, she still has no one to help her and now she feels like her mother abandoned her. The only person she can think of is Sandra.

“Oh my God!” she yelled and laughed. “Is that why you’re crying? Wait, let me see it,” she said, still laughing. I turned around for her to see the stain of blood, but the volume of her laughter increased instead. I had never felt so ashamed in my entire life. “Rosie, dear, you’re only menstruating,” she said amidst laughs and hit my side playfully.

Sandra not only helps her, but also invites her to her place after school. Rose is impressed: Sandra lives in a huge house that looks expensive. During the afternoon, her friend serves snacks and soft drinks mixed with spirits, and while they all swear allegiance to the Soul Sisters clique, soon after the bonding ritual, Rose passes out. She is only 12, after all. Before she is out completely, though, she witnesses the girls kissing, moaning and groaning and she is intimidated and not comfortable with the situation. They wake her up hours later, looking scared. It’s 10 in the evening and Rose realises she is very late. She rushes home, to find her mother worried sick. Despite the reprimand, she thinks it’s a good moment to open up about the last two days, but her mother tells her she is very tired and if it was so urgent she could have come back home earlier, deepening the fracture between them.

Rose is now part of the Soul Sisters and soon she finds out that they all come from broken backgrounds: divorced parents, parents that left them behind to move to the States, families so religious they’re almost cult-like. That helps her feel more accepted. She finally has friends that supply for the lack of a family.

2013. Rose brings a girl back to her place. She is one year younger than her and knows nothing about being a lesbian, but she is quickly learning from Rose, who looks back at the past 4 years as the biggest bliss of her life. According to the Soul Sisters, the best way to get rid of menstrual pain is to sleep with a boy.

So, the girls set up a guy in senior class for me. He was mature, gentle and sweet. The initial stage of the encounter was harrowing, but not as much as my menstrual pain. Also, the boy was a pro. At 17, he already knew all the right styles, words, and positions to make me happy. The first 30 minutes were discomforting, but after my wall of purity was broken, the rest was a hell of a fantastic ride to cloud 9. I’d never been happier. Since then, I couldn’t stop. When I couldn’t have sex with anyone, I masturbated instead. The girls opened me up to a world of new things that I stayed glued.

But this time of bliss is not meant to last. The Soul Sisters, all older than her, soon graduate and they leave for university, some of them go abroad. She tries to keep in contact, but she is always the first one to start a conversation, that usually didn’t pass the opening pleasantries. “Distance weakens relationships, and no friendship lasts forever. I got the message and stayed in my lane.” Rose finds herself alone again. One day, during a walk, she stops in front of the Church she attended with her mother and after the service she speaks to the pastor who tells her that God is good and understanding and if she is ready to submit to Him, she is more than welcome in His house.

2015. Rose is taking the university access exam for the fifth time. She is still a Church worker, but the pastor’s sessions and prayers help that much, because she soon went back to the old ways. Rose has now a boyfriend, Joe, who she defines the companion she needs. Things between them are good, until Brother Demola, the choirmaster, approaches her offering some private singing lessons at his place. Rose, who finds him extremely fascinating – she is secretly attracted to him – accepts. The private singing lessons clearly transform into a sexual encounter, but the picture Rose had of Demola in her head and how he actually is as a lover are very different and leave Rose disappointed.

Finally, good news: she has been admitted to Lagos University. Here she is assigned a room with 3 other girls. One of them, Tara, is very devoted, while the other two are more into parties and enjoying life. Rose goes with them to a freshmen party, where she meets this guy, Fred, who is studying Computer Science at Lagos university too. After exchanging numbers and talking on the phone for a little while, he asks her out. They start dating intensely and they have a good time, so Rose feels like opening up to him about her past and he feels like opening up to her about his life. He admits to be a cybercriminal, a fraudster that scams white women, but he also adds that he is making good money out of it that actually helps his family and put his sibling through school. She feels she should support him no matter what.

At the same time, though, she accepts Tara’s invitation to a worship group on campus and she feels drawn to God again. It will be short lived again, because it will only last until she receives her exam results, which she failed. This means God is not really helping her, no matter how much she prays.

This is the leitmotif that will accompany her along her university years, a continuous bouncing between a debauched life and her faith, until she will devote herself completely to God, despite all the hurdles that life will put on her path.

This is an incredible book, a brilliant read beginning to end. It’s captivating, far from our ‘Western’ culture and at times tricky to understand, but up to this point in the year, the best book I’ve read. The prose is linear, clear and accurate, enriched by a series of sayings and filler words that sound obscure but fascinating, of which you don’t need to know the meaning to understand what they signify. It definitely put the spotlight on a culture we know little about, if nothing at all, which only leaves the reader thirsty for more. Rose is an amazing character, whose personal development is incredible and who has an adventurous but totally realistic life, and so are the other people orbiting around her. Akinola picks her words carefully and puts them together in a targeted direction: forward, just like Rose, who, no matter what, keeps going through thick and thin in life.

This is a book that deserves a special mention and definitely space on anyone’s bookshelf, no matter what your beliefs are in life.

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Award Winning Hayley Price!

The Vermilion Ribbon. Australian Self-Publishing Group, 2023.

At Not for Vanity, we love to celebrate and promote self-publishing success stories…

Today, we’d like to congratulate our very own Hayley Price, who has recently won a honourable mention in the LGBTQ+ Fantasy category at this year’s Spring BookFest Awards for her debut novel ‘The Vermilion Ribbon’.

‘The Vermilion Ribbon’ is a pulsating mix of fantasy, romance and adventure.
Corelle’s journey from innocence to cold-hearted killer leaves a trail of bodies from one end of Dur to the other. With her enemies in relentless pursuit and another woman’s life in her hands, Corelle cannot relax for a heartbeat. Despair and vengeance compete for her attention as death dogs her footsteps, leading to a thrilling climax that will leave you breathless.

Taking place in fall and spring each year, The BookFest Awards honour authors who create outstanding works of fiction and nonfiction. Books are judged in categories based on genre, theme, and aesthetics. Entries and finalists are determined by an elite team of experts in the literary and entertainment world. Awards take place in conjunction with The BookFest Adventure™ Livestream, a connecting online event bringing the reading, writing and publishing communities together. For more information, visit https://www.thebookfest.com

/Content Advisory for The Vermilion Ribbon: Non-consensual sex, LGBT, violence, death, suicide ideation/
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Elimination

‘Elimination’ by Nikki Haase is a harrowing, challenging read that starts off bleak and only gets bleaker.

Jack Cortex is an experimental military creation – known as a ‘subject’ – held in some non-descript underground lab operated by the US government. He is one of a new breed of elemental super-soldiers in training and has been given the power to control water (with often devastating results), as well as quick healing and resistance to physical damage. The story tracks his tortuous time in the lab whilst the evil Dr Thaddeus attempts to ascertain what will harm/kill the subjects through a series of horrific experiments, and which subjects are the strongest through a series of one-on-one fights to the death – to what end, we aren’t exactly sure.

It begins with someone close to Jack dying, and ends in the same way, and it’s hard to identify any progress he makes in between. He is held in his cell, is taken away to be tortured or to kill someone (or both), then is returned to his cell. This happens over and over in the same pattern. Each time he defies the guards initially, then each time after torture/a killing spree, he gives in and acquiesces. The challenge of this set up is that the reader is constantly waiting for/expecting something else to happen, but it rarely ever does. 

The writing is clean and error free, and there are many passages that are well put together with a high level of detail bringing you into the torture and battle scenes as you feel Jack’s pain. The lead subjects share a bond through their suffering, and some of the moments between them are touching. There are also some clever ideas about how the subjects are able to manipulate the elements to their advantage – and kill people.

I must admit I found it a challenge to really root for the subjects, including Jack, because in the midst of all their torture they commit so many brutal murders and sadistic acts themselves and with such glee. Obviously, you feel bad for them in their awful situation, and can understand their desire to rebel, but many of their actions made them difficult for me to totally like/relate to.

Overall, it is a quick read and the story moves along at a real pace with no lulls. If you’re into gruesome torture scenes, and brutal descriptions of fights to the death, then there’s plenty here for you!

(Review By Robin Stevens)

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The Desperate Trials of Phineas Mann

The Desperate Trials of Phineas Mann. Hawksbill Press, 2024.

In the latest instalment of Powers’s medical thriller series, we find our beloved main characters, Phineas and his wife Iris, a few years in the future. However, it’s not the idillic and peaceful setting we envisioned for Dr Mann, one made of happy memories and holidays in the sun… Phineas has in fact Parkinson’s disease.
The strong, energetic and resolute man, who pulled a whole hospital ward through the difficulties brought about by a terrible hurricane and subsequent blackout, is now a fragile little man, who gets weepy when he talks and has to wear a oxygen mask at night to help him breathe. Despite his poor health, Phineas is still perfectly conscious of his surroundings, and the fact that his wife Iris lost weight doesn’t elude him. Talking about a woman’s weight is like walking on egg shells, so Phineas tries to not to think about is too much; ‘maybe it’s just my impression’, he says to himself. But his wife’s weight loss becomes more and more evident and Phineas has to address it. While taking care of Phineas nowadays is a full-time job, and the couple is not getting any younger, Iris needs to seek medical attention.
Almost on a whim, Phineas had previously applied to take part in a Duke University clinical trial for patients with Parkinson’s disease, and he is eventually invited to enrol. It’s an experimental procedure and not an easy one, but Phineas can only benefit from it, because, in case of success, his life expectancy and quality will increase. If this does not happen for him, at least he would help future patients. While finalising all the tests he has to do before he can start, Iris comes back with her own test results: they are not a death sentence, but not positive either. She is offered a very risky treatment, which drives Phineas to utilise his medical expertise in an attempt to save her, while also saving himself. Will our beloved couple, fighting a terrible battle against two serious diseases, make it?

This time there are no hurricanes, or pandemics to stop, this time the story is much more personal. The clinical descriptions of a Grey’s Anatomy manual (without the medical jargon) are intertwined with a delicate plot made of everyday details and the common problems any couple that has been together for a long time encounters. This contributes to making Iris and Phineas more human, more real: we feel for them, we struggle with them and we definitely hope for the best, genuinely concerned for their wellbeing.

Powers’s style is light and well defined, with a prose that gets better and better with every book, creating a distinctive voice. This is, in my humble opinion, the best book of the series. For sure it’s the most personal one. Unfortunately, it might be the last – or one of the last – Phineas Mann novels, purely because he is getting old.
It’s never easy to let a character go, especially one I have grown fond of over the last couple of years.

This book is an absolute delight to read, and it would be really interesting to see what Powers can do with different characters in a non-medical setting, because I am sure he has the potential to produce pure fiction without any doctors involved, or even an enthralling thriller. Stay tuned to find out!



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New Release: Death’s Emissary by Emily Devereux

Slaying a god is no simple task. But it’s what Scarlet must do to save her mother, the kingdom—and possibly the world. 
After sixteen-year-old Scarlet makes a pact with the goddess Death in exchange for her life, she sets her sights on the god who nearly killed her: Riordan. She’s determined to save her imprisoned mother before Riordan can extract the secret that would grant him unfathomable power and threaten the century-long peace between the five gods of Quintras. But she can’t do it alone. As she begins to harness the strength of her fire magic, she finds others who share her quest to defeat the god who terrorizes his own kingdom. When she realizes Death is intent on keeping her out of the crossfire between gods, Scarlet strains against her obligation to obey the goddess. As time runs short, Scarlet seeks a way to break her bond with Death—a choice that could have severe consequences. Can Scarlet save her mother before Riordan unravels the fabric between the realms of life and death?

Death’s Emissary is a female-led coming-of-age fantasy where mortals clash with gods over the fate of their world. It features a unique setting where power-hungry gods can choose a human as an incarnate and take physical form in the world. A pact with the goddess of Death saves Scarlet’s life and gives her new power, but subjects her to the whims of her new patron god. The bonds of family, friendship, and duty are tested, telling the tale of the sacrifices that must be made to protect what—and who—you love. 

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About: When sixteen-year-old Scarlet is nearly killed by a tyrannical god, the cost of survival is to bind herself in service of the goddess Death. Though now obligated to do Death’s bidding, Scarlet also gains what she’s always desired—someone to teach her magic. With her newfound strength as a fire mage, she must rescue her mother from the god who nearly took her life, Riordan, before he’s able to extract the secret her mother holds: the key to unfathomable power and the ability to take down the other gods of Quintras. But slaying a god is no simple task, and Scarlet can’t do it alone. When she finds kinship with a reluctant seer and joins forces with a rebel faction that shares her quest to destroy the god that terrorizes his own kingdom, she thinks they have a chance of overcoming the impossible odds. That is, if her bond to Death doesn’t hold her back… How can Scarlet win her freedom in time to save her mother—and the world—from Riordan’s grasp?

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About: Fitch Farrow never wanted to be a killer, but he’s damn good at it.
Using his powers of telekinesis, Fitch made a name for himself as the murderer Marionette. His criminal lifestyle never bothered him until he sees his younger brother headed down the same dark path. As a member of the Bloody Hex, a notorious gang of witches, Fitch faces jail and a possible death sentence to keep his brother from following in his footsteps. While incarcerated, Fitch’s loyalties are tested to their limits. Torn between the gang and the opposing government, Fitch teeters on a knife’s edge. Both sides try to control him by promising freedom or threatening harm. Ultimately, Fitch must decide what and who he believes. If that means betraying the gang, his brother, or himself… so be it.

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About: Spectral is a serialised novel made up of 12 episodes at around forty to fifty pages each. Each episode will be release weekly from April to May 2024, until completion. Each episode is not meant to stand alone, but rather build to a complete story, not unlike a twelve-episode anime series.

A taste of Episode One… When Luna wakes to her room engulfed in flames, she knows it’s happened again–a haunting she can no longer ignore. For as long as she can remember, she’s been controlled by a domineering Spectre, forced to commit acts of violence threatening her and everyone around her. Determined to seize control of her life, Luna teams up with Hiro, a generations-old man who promises not only answers, but a method to rid herself of this malicious entity. But to do so, Luna must enter an unfamiliar and unsettling world buried within the futuristic, neon-laden streets of Los Angeles, destroying other Spectres and building her own superhuman abilities along the way. Between government agents hell-bent on capturing her and a myriad of Spectral threats, it’ll take every ounce of Luna’s being to reclaim the life that’s been taken from her.  Will she finally be able to rid herself of this mysterious entity that’s been haunting her entire existence, or will she lose a piece of herself along the way?

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About: Jack Cortex is a Subject of Experiment A, an Elemental super-soldier created by the United States government. At seventeen, he only knows the inside of the Lab and its horrors. Jack has lived at this facility for nearly his entire life, training alongside other Subjects to become the perfect weapon. The weakest of them are disposed of through rounds of near-constant torture and fights that lead to death. After all, if they cannot be shaped into the deadliest soldiers to walk the streets, they will not be able to save those they were created to protect. Conversations of a new form of elimination begin circulating throughout the cells in hushed, terrified whispers. The rumors are confirmed when Doctor James Thaddeus begins picking off the Subjects himself, seemingly at random. Those who survive the execution rounds are forced to kill each other in bloody battles. Jack Cortex and his friends know one thing for sure: they must survive… By any means necessary.

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About: Pulmonary and critical care specialist Dr. Phineas Mann is fighting a losing battle with a severe, progressive form of Parkinson’s disease. He is accepted into a novel trial to insert programmed stem cells into his brain. This experimental treatment is his last desperate hope to reverse his debilitating Parkinson’s symptoms. While grappling with his own declining health, Phineas is asked to consult on a difficult case. The patient is conservative congressman Quentin Tate, whose misdiagnosed lung condition has rapidly worsened. Phineas draws on his decades of experience in a quest to identify the mysterious cause of Tate’s life-threatening condition.Then his wife, Iris, develops an obscure blood disorder that is taking her from him “one bite at a time.” When her medical specialist orders a surprising and risky treatment, Phineas is compelled to bring his keen eye and medical knowledge into her struggle. Time is his enemy as he, with his loyal service dog Ernest at his side, fights to save his beloved Iris, then himself.

About: This is not the story of the woman you think you know. You know only the tales told through the ages. No, this is the story of a dangerous woman fighting for her freedom in a world dominated by cruel gods and ego driven men… In the house of King Aeetes on the shores of the Black Sea, Medea plays with gods in the forest as visions of a dark future haunt her. Descendant of Helios and daughter of sea nymph Idyia, Medea holds the kind of power meant for the heroes of the epics, the heroes who have yet to arrive in the world. But as a woman, her place is decided by the men around her. Until Jason and his Argonauts arrive, bringing with them the winds of change and the goddess’s voice ringing out of Medea’s lips. Sacrifices. Politics wrapped in layers of deceit, blood, and ego. Gods with their own agendas not meant for mortal flesh. Magic. Monsters. Love. Who will Medea become in her desperate search for freedom?

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In Conversation With… Jan Foster

Fantasy is one of the Top 3 best-selling fiction genres. However, it seems to us you opted for ‘the road less travelled’ and put an historical spin to a very popular genre. Can you tell us a bit more about the reasons for your choice? 

I genuinely didn’t know historical fantasy was a genre, but my sister lent me A Discovery of Witches, which is more magical realism (like Harry Potter is, with magical beings hidden among humans) and I adored it! I started to read more and more books like that, where fantasy is blended with the real, but my favourites were by far when they were set in a specific point in history. It got me thinking about history, and how we view the past based on what we are experiencing in the present. At the time, Britain was going through Brexit, which was a very divisive topic, a bit like Henry VIII’s Reformation when he broke from Rome and the Church of England was created.
I wanted to write about what that might have been like for the common man, as our nation was going through something akin to it, and I wanted to explore what it would be like to have to stay hidden because you were magical… or different in some other way.

For all of my books, I look first at the history, because it’s always been a passion of mine and I love to research. The Tudors are my favourite, so that’s where I started researching. I asked myself, what would this event look like if you were an immortal, who had lived through difficult times before? How would you view what was going on – would there be a sense of inevitability because, in many ways, history does repeat itself, or would you be tempted to intervene and prevent the same happening again? Sometimes, the research and subsequent plotting isn’t comfortable – like when I was writing my prequel, Destiny Awaiting, which is set in Henry V’s campaign which ended at Agincourt, and Putin had just invaded the Ukraine. I couldn’t help but draw the parallels between the two leaders.

For those who don’t know it (yet), would you be able to summarise the essence of your ‘Naturae’ Series in three sentences?

Historical events are threaded together with strands of magic to create a tapestry rich with detail and thrills in the Naturae Series. Hidden from human’s view are immortal fae, an ancient race who have survived by not getting involved in our affairs, but when the threat to their existence causes a fae girl to expose herself to a human, everything changes. Faced with vampires, helped by witches, and frustrated by daemons, she and her partner battle to rebuild faith, faeth and the future. 

What message would you like readers to draw from your books?

I suppose that even in the darkest of times, there is always hope. My characters suffer, partly as a result of the changing times and partly because it’s never easy to achieve goals. They wrestle with big problems, and there are dark and very human themes discussed in the books, yet they survive and live to fight another day. In writing the Naturae series, I primarily wanted to offer my readers an escape, into a vivid past, where in some ways life was simpler, but the challenges humanity faces (love, loss, faith, keeping the peace, survival etc) are familiar. I love reading as an escape into someone else’s world, and that’s what I want to provide for my readers.

Have you ever attempted to be published the ‘traditional’ way (or would you ever consider it in the future)? What are your thoughts on the publishing industry in general if you don’t mind us asking?

With my business consultant hat on (my other job which I do on the side), if you are starting any business, it’s important to define what success looks like to you, which will inform the strategy you employ to get there. When I started looking at how to get my stories in front of people, I realised very quickly that traditional publishing takes a lot of time, probably a fair amount of rejection and the author is, in a sense, not in control once the book is accepted. For me, I just wanted to hold my books in my hands and feel I have achieved something, and I wanted to manage as much of making that happen as possible. So, the choice was quite simple for me – waste a lot of time and feel rejected trying to get an agent then hope they get a book deal, or, crack on with it and achieve my goals myself. I learned a lot from doing it, and decided to keep doing it my way. I love it and although I would adore to have the opportunities which traditional publishing can offer, my goals are more modest – to enjoy what I do and provide an escape for my readers.

Indie publishing isn’t for everyone though. It takes a huge amount of effort to do the background work, which I hadn’t anticipated the scale of when I started. You think, oh – I can publish a book (which is hard enough just to finish and have a viable ‘product’!) and everyone will just want to read it, right? But the reality is you spend a lot of time telling people you have published a book, trying to market it, searching out those readers who might like it, and often, that can feel as fruitless as trying to land an agent and get a publishing deal. 

What I write, specifically the genre, is a tricky ‘sell’ – it would be just as tricky if I had gone the traditional route, as very few historical fantasy books are published! Especially as I don’t really ‘write to market,’ but instead I tend to write about what I enjoy reading. Often, I look for what tropes I have used after I have finished, as that can be a useful way to market the book, for example, enemies to lovers in my romance book, Destiny Awaiting. I probably should start with them, I know, but, *shrugs* I am led by history and my heart, I suppose, not marketing angles and sometimes predictable endings.

What is amazing about being an indie author/publisher is the community though. I proudly run my own business and that’s not been without a lot of learning (yay! I love learning!) and help from others who are successful in the industry. As a group of like-minded people, I have never worked in an industry so willing to lift each other up and that’s so refreshing. There is no competition with each other, which is odd to wrap your head around, but it’s true and unlike any other business. We share an audience (or client base, if you want to be business-y) but you almost never hear of a reader who exclusively reads one author, do you?

As a writer, we assume you are also a great reader. What are your favourite genres/books? What are you currently reading?

I adore having time to read! It’s my weekend treat to just curl up with a book and a brew and escape. I’m currently reading an ARC (advance reader copy) of The Thief’s Keeper, a low magic historical fantasy set just after the Norman invasion of England by Kyrie Wang. After that, I have a historical thriller set in post revolution Paris to look forward to. I do tend to read historical fiction or historical fantasy as a preference, but I also absolutely adore thrillers of any kind – legal, like John Grisham or contemporary (with a historical twist) like Scott Mariani.

On a parting note… Any advice you’d like to give to authors who are only starting out in their self-publishing journey?

Firstly and foremost, believe it can be done. Seek out people who are successful and learn from them, but don’t assume that their strategies will work for you. Everyone’s journey is different and that’s hard to remember when it gets tough. Although it’s tempting to draw comparisons with other authors, they are NOT your competition! Some people bash out 5000 words a day, a book a month, and seem to be making millions, but others ‘achieve’ far less but get all the accolades. The person setting the bar is YOU, and it’s perfectly ok to say, I set the bar too high and I got burned out. Be S.M.A.R.T in your goals, and learn as much as you can before you commit any money to something. Facebook groups like 20Booksto50K are a fantastic resource as well as a supportive community.

Remember, as soon as you put pen to paper, or fingers to keys, you ARE a writer and no-one can take that away from you. What you choose to do with your words is in your hands.

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Book Spotlight: Destiny Awaiting by Jan Foster

Destiny Awaiting. So Simple Published Media, 2023.

Lost and alone in Henry V’s dangerous world, runaway fae Aioffe must rely on her newfound human captor, Tarl, to keep her safe. Yet his secrets could put both of them in greater peril than either could have imagined.
Forced to enlist with Henry V’s army, Tarl battles his conscience to keep flighty Aioffe hidden, while she struggles to find her place in medieval human society. As they travel through medieval Scotland, Wales, and England towards war with France, they must discover the power of true love and reveal themselves if they are to survive the destiny awaiting them at Agincourt.

Brimming with betrayal, drama and magic, Destiny Awaiting re-imagines history in a medieval historical fantasy adventure. Explore the personal cost of warfare alongside the joy of finding love in the most unexpected of places in this thrilling and romantic prequel to the Naturae Series. Weaving historical events with fantasy, escape into a magical past filled with danger and intrigue. If you enjoy authentic history with a twist of the fantastic, you’ll love Aioffe and Tarl’s journey to Agincourt, where their battles of the heart are destined to fight with faith and hope.

By day, I juggle consultancy work with family, but by night I sneaks off into the past. My penchant for sprinkling history with magic is fuelled by coffee and Cadburys. When I am not writing, I take my dogs and small monsters into the countryside, especially if there is a castle or historic building there with a cosy coffee shop in which to escape the rain of Manchester, England. I fed all my love for history and folklore into my ‘Naturae’ historical fantasy series of novels.

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Spring Rescue

I know my destined love will come for me. I’ve sensed his faceless presence in my lonely se’er visions. I didn’t foresee my journey to this moment involved being ship-wrecked, then captured. Visions are unreliable and I should know better than to trust them entirely. But, this moment has fuelled my fantasies and filled my witchy senses for years, long before I was even trapped here in the Beneath. My powers are useless for escaping such a hole, but in my heart, I know my brave knight will charge to my side, kind and strong, bursting with the best of humanity, to rescue me from the darkness. 

Having screamed for hours, when the door crashes open, I have only the strength to raise my head and peer at the flickering lamplight. This is the moment we will meet. I swallow, heart pounding as the familiar image of the door opening to my love flashes before my eyes, and then is made real.

“C’mon. Hurry up, Nemis!”

My heartbeat falters. It’s Joshua, my fae friend. And he sounds like he’s swallowed a turnip.

He is definitely not The One. 

From the moment we met, he’s been steadfast in his devotion to his kidnapped wife. They are as fated to be with each other as the moon is to the earth. She is the reason I navigated us for weeks to this wondrous island of Naturae, so that he may find his true fae love. 

Joshua is not my destined one. He cannot be. Cross-creature relationships are ill-fated.

My heart sinks further, for I do not wish this terrifying adventure to ever be repeated. Yet it must, for my foresight is never wrong and I do want to meet my true love.

I scramble to my feet and stagger towards the light. Another presence lurks behind Joshua in the tunnels, but I ignore them and fling my arms around my friend. As I squeeze him, he winces. 

“Sorry.”

“Ish alright,” he says, his swollen lips slurring his words. “Jus’ a toof and a few ribs.”

Before I can question him about being tortured, the ground beneath our feet shakes. Chunks of earth rattle down, splattering dust upon us. The lamp hisses as it dies.

“This way, witch!” The man in the shadows speaks and I realise he is also a fae. He grabs my hand and I hear the rustle of his wings flutter behind his back. “Quick as you can,” he says, in an imperious tone and pivots into the air.

I cannot fly, so I stumble after him, head down in his back draft. My long dreadlocks slap my back with every step. 

The ground shaking beneath my feet vibrates with the anger of the gods as they spit their displeasure ever closer to my heels. With their night-sight and wings, my fae companions would be faster if they left me in the tunnels. I am the impediment to our escape, but driven by fear, I keep running.

Blinded by wind and dirt, I lose my footing in my long skirts and stumble. From behind, Joshua hauls me up from the earth. Another firm hand grasps my arm, the touch sending a jolt of adrenaline through my body. As I’m hoisted between them, up into the air, my legs flail. The rush of wind whistles past my ears; every inch of my body feels weightless and vulnerable, suspended in this precarious moment.

A deep rumble swells from behind us. Huge wings beat even faster; their back-draft pushing tears from my screwed-shut eyes. I have no choice but to trust them. 

The air suddenly clears of dust, and I smell trees – fir and the sweet blossom of cherry and blackthorn. The scent reminds me of springtime when these trees are in bloom and I gather wild garlic that grows at their roots to disguise the bitter taste of my remedies. My eyelids fly open; we are hovering – myself dangling – above the forest canopy.

“Take me down!” I cry, my arms straining from being hauled and held. 

Joshua swings me into the arms of his companion.

“Not yet,” the other fae says, so I raise my head to look at him. 

There’s a reassuring glimmer in his eyes that eases me, a bold firmness in the set of his swarthy stubbled chin which reminds me of a Spanish priest I once knew. Dark-haired, with a red cape flowing gracefully between his wings… 

I have seen this fae before! 

He stood by cowardly, behind a tree trunk, and let Joshua and I be manhandled down the tunnels to our prison holes. 

“You were watching us all along, yet you did nothing!” 

His steadiness against my wriggling holds my panic in check. He inclines his head. “For everything, there is a time.”

Only minutes ago, I thought I was going to meet The One. How stupid of me! And now, I’m captured again, mid-air, dallying with this riddler! 

When the whiteness of his smile stretches across his face, the heat of frustration rises on my neck. As it flushes into my cheeks, he chuckles.

I grit my teeth and look away, past the city in the treetops and across the flat, wooded landscape, to beyond where the sea meets the shore. Then I remember. 

“Joshua! The stones! You must go now to the circle, to Aioffe.”

His lips press together and he nods at me. His eyes flick to the other fae. “Sorry.” 

As my friend flies away to find his destiny, the popinjay fae adjusts my body in his arms so I am held like a babe as he swoops around, delaying. But why?

My usual habitat, the ground, seems awfully far below, so I crook my arm around his neck and cling to his shoulders. “Why didn’t you do anything earlier, in the clearing? If you had, Joshua wouldn’t have been beaten up.” 

My anger at him has not dissipated despite his rescue, but I refrain from beating at his chest. Fire my voice as I order, “Put me down, right now!”

We descend slightly, then he says, “Sometimes, it is better to wait for fate to intervene.”

A snapping crack and then a whoosh precedes a cloud of dust puffing up through branches, enveloping us in grey. I cough and glance down through the fug. One of the immense trees has fallen across the clearing, completely covering the opening in the earth to the tunnels we had just escaped from.

I crane my neck to survey the citadel below and gasp. My blood freezes as, to my eyes and ears only, the ground ripples. The roofs of the treehouse dwellings linked by rope bridges crack, then crumple. I am powerless to stop trunks toppling, halt the bodies tumbling, screaming as they fall, to be impaled on broken branches and shafts. 

I shudder, blinking, and then the rooflines are straight again. 

But the early leaves on the branches quiver a warning of what will come. My heart thumps as I push away the icy chill of my vision.

“If anyone is down there, we must warn them,” I say, my voice still wavering but sure. “I can hear the heart of the forest, breaking.” 

His arms stiffen around me and his jaw sets. He gazes into my eyes. “I believe in you.”

Then, he blinks and we plummet. Both of us shouting, “Get out, get out! Fly!” 

Faces peek out from the ramshackle structures, white with fear, but we urge and beckon the fae out to safety. There are fewer of them here than I imagined, considering the number of treehouses, and for that I am thankful. 

Just as the air is peppered with a flock of drably clothed, small-winged fae, the earth rumbles again, deep and ominous. My vision begins to unfold; cracking branches echo like thunder as one after another tree is uprooted by the quaking soil, accompanied by shrieks and sobs of the devastated community. 

I cannot watch; I have already seen what will be, so I bury my face into the chest of my hovering ride as I pray we have done enough. 

Through the cries and screams, I am kept safe by this stranger. Held up from harm’s way, shuddering but close in his arms as the citadel crumbles. I splay my hand over his heart as gratitude and sorrow wash over me. Homes can be rebuilt, but people’s lives are harder to replace.

An eerie silence replaces the noise of destruction. I exhale, turn my head and peer down, expecting the worst.

The swarm of fae have already dropped to the ground. As they hug each other and then pick through the debris for their possessions, I watch for a moment; there are no tears. No life has been lost after all.

My companion catches my glance as I turn to look at him. He has sea-green eyes like my own, reflecting the relief I feel. With his help, my terrifying vision did not realise. Yet, my foresight is never completely wrong…

There is only he and I, high above the trees. My skin tingles, but not from a chill. 

A witch and a fae, two species who should never cross paths, and yet, here we are. Bound by disaster, saved by each other. 

I could accept that The One is a fae, but what a peacock! With his finely stitched jacket, expensive cape, and linen shirt still whiter than white even after the dust has settled, I could not appear more his opposite in my simple gown, grubby with saltwater and dirt.

Yet, I hear his steady heartbeat and it beats in time with mine. 

He is, even underneath the frills, so different from me. Not at all what I’d imagined a saviour to be. He leans over to kiss my forehead and, at the brush of his lips, I know he has truly rescued me.

Without knowing me, he trusted without question in my foresight. Even Joshua wants details before interpretation of my visions, but this fae did not hesitate to believe in me.

He protected and held me through the terrors of my visions and beyond, when they threatened disaster. For once, I was not alone. 

Although I do not know his name, his gentle smile is for me only. 

“Ambassador Spenser,” he says, as if he heard my thoughts. “I know you, Nemis. I have been waiting for this moment all of my life too.”

High above the land, far away from everything familiar, my heart calms. I am home in his arms.

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Risking Destiny

Risking Destiny. So Simple Published Media, 2021.

Risking Destiny is a prequel to Foster’s Naturae Series. In this book, a fae Queen and a Viking Yarl fall in love despite conventions that don’t allow the fae to have relationships with humans. Sigurd, the Viking, is kidnapped by the fae after his people invaded an island in Orkney and killed many of the humans that were under Queen Lana’s care, but the Queen finds that her relationship with the tall Viking does not go the way she expected.

Ordinarily, I don’t read books featuring fae, and especially vampires, but I gave this book a chance, and I’m pleased that I did. There is mention of vampires, although none appear, but the fae received their Lifeforce from humans in a worship ceremony, and occasionally drink the blood of animals in a vampire-like way to top up their Lifeforce.

The story intrigued me, although I would have preferred a little more of the Viking side of it to have been included. As a prequel to a series I hadn’t read, the book stood strongly on its merits, and at the end, two young fae are pupated whom I presume go on to be important characters in the series. For people who have read some of the Naturae books, I’m sure this backstory will add to their enjoyment of them.

There is a subtle subtext of societal conventions and how love refuses to be constrained by them, but in the end, needs must, and the Queen, Lana, is forced to make difficult decisions that place expediency ahead of her own desires.

The historical fiction element was blended into a fantasy setting by the clever use of a fantasy world that cohabits our Earth, hidden from sight by a mysterious mist. The worldbuilding and interplay between the two realms was good throughout, and when the fae ventured into the humans’ realm, the dangers of them being spotted created some nice tension, especially Queen Lana, who proved to be something of a reckless risk-taker.

Despite this genre being well outside my comfort zone, the book proved easy to read and I thoroughly enjoyed the story. Anybody who reads my reviews will know I’m picky about typos and the like, and I can’t deny that there are quite a few. Most people probably don’t notice them, and the story is entertaining enough to make them seem unimportant.

Give this a read, whether you’ve read the Naturae series or not. If you haven’t, then, like me, you’ll probably end up curious enough about it to move on the first book of the series.

(Review By Hayley Price)

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Destiny Arising. So Simple Published Media, 2022.

Aioffe and Joshua return to Tudor England seeking a safe haven for their family, yet celestial portents predict disaster. Under Queen Mary I’s rule, the Catholic church has gripped power and the fae are in danger and unwelcome. Imprisoned for murder, their friend and se’er witch Nemis awaits her trial, but is crippled by visions of royal deaths.
When Queen Mary dies, political and religious upheaval shroud the horrifying truth. Aioffe and Joshua are the only people who believe Nemis’s prophecy… a killer of queens has started a campaign of terror.
As the trial looms, with Nemis’s life at stake, the murderer strikes again. It becomesclear – being different doesn’t mean you are invincible. Aioffe is destined to die next, unless the hunted becomes the hunter.
Past and present collide as the family embarks on a dangerous and forbidden journey across Elizabethan England and Scotland in search of answers. Can they capture the murderer before more queens die and a Treaty protecting all fae, witches and vampires is destroyed? Or is Aioffe’s destiny foretold after all?
But… if five crowns tumble… King Henry Fitzroy, a vampire ruling over a fae nation, can’t help but see the opportunity in Nemis’s prophecy. Is this the moment when he arises into his destiny?

Here’s the 5 reasons why you’ll love Destiny Arising:

  1. Tropes you’ll love: hidden worlds, suffering main characters, murder-mystery thriller style, created families, formidable villains and morally grey characters;
  2. A complex plot with dramatic twists;
  3. While there are romantic elements, the main characters are already in a long established couple;
  4. A multiple 3rd person omniscient point of view that gives depth to the story;
  5. A chance to escape into descriptive writing and experience accurate historical events including the death of Queen Mary I, the coronation of Queen Elizabeth I; Mary Queen of Scots and all her drama! Oh and witch trials…

By day, I juggle consultancy work with family, but by night I sneaks off into the past. My penchant for sprinkling history with magic is fuelled by coffee and Cadburys. When I am not writing, I take my dogs and small monsters into the countryside, especially if there is a castle or historic building there with a cosy coffee shop in which to escape the rain of Manchester, England. I fed all my love for history and folklore into my ‘Naturae’ historical fantasy series of novels.

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